Follow your calling
11 years ago
Artwork has done amazing things for me over the years, it's opened me up to this whole world of friends here on the internet, it's given me confidence when i was positive i had nothing else going for me... It's given me reason to fight for myself.,. it gives me purpose and it's a talent I've polished over many years and over the years i have learned to love myself and at the same time i can give people a gift only I can give....
But as much as i love drawing and all aspects of what the world of art has given me... i have a calling... My family of friends have now surrounded me and my life, I have been so successful i feel the need to carry those around me as well.. I love my friends and i would do anything for a genuine connection with another.
But these days everytime i get a day to myself, i plan to do artwork, and im constantly finding myself pulled away from the drawing board to do tasks for ym friends and family.. they might need a ride to work or they might need some help making a birthday present for their little sister... regardless of what I have on my todo list i always ALWAYS put love first above all else. this is also a weakness, because with helping my friends i often find i neglect myself and my own wants and needs.
I apologize for taking so long on the commissions, but i feel like i have my reasons. and I have been making progress although it's slow... I'm about halfway done inking the next YCH (the pool party) and ive sketched out the full background too... I have no idea how long it will take for me to finish this because from here on out till at least the new year I'll only have 1 or 2 days a week off work! and thats not nearly enough time to balance my own needs aswell as doing artwork so I apologize.
But as much as i love drawing and all aspects of what the world of art has given me... i have a calling... My family of friends have now surrounded me and my life, I have been so successful i feel the need to carry those around me as well.. I love my friends and i would do anything for a genuine connection with another.
But these days everytime i get a day to myself, i plan to do artwork, and im constantly finding myself pulled away from the drawing board to do tasks for ym friends and family.. they might need a ride to work or they might need some help making a birthday present for their little sister... regardless of what I have on my todo list i always ALWAYS put love first above all else. this is also a weakness, because with helping my friends i often find i neglect myself and my own wants and needs.
I apologize for taking so long on the commissions, but i feel like i have my reasons. and I have been making progress although it's slow... I'm about halfway done inking the next YCH (the pool party) and ive sketched out the full background too... I have no idea how long it will take for me to finish this because from here on out till at least the new year I'll only have 1 or 2 days a week off work! and thats not nearly enough time to balance my own needs aswell as doing artwork so I apologize.
SonicHomeboy
~sonichomeboy
Hey, do what you need to make yourself happy. :)
Neex
~neex
OP
hehe of course thank you :3
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