Hello there, Amethyst. Sorry to hear you're in such pain!! You had some friends leave you? That is a terrible and painful thing. To be sure...but keep in mind, my dear, that YOU ARE LOVED, by some of us out here!
If you'd like to talk and get to know each other more and deal with some of this pain together, I am all for it.

I pray you have a better day today!

God Bless You!!

Fear and sadness are usually lurking about in the folds of gray matter; I have been struggling with it much of my life. I hope you get to feeling better, Amy. Take care & TTFN.

Sad to hear that... I don't know what, but if I can do something about it...

If you want to talk, I'd be willing to.

I should clarify, fear, pain and sadness were those friends. They were lost to me, but they have returned.