well I'm feeling dead inside...i can't feel anything but sadness....everything i love and care for seem to be crashing down...taking me with it. nothing to grab hold of as i fall into the endless dark pit. seeing nothing but black. my mask thickens and my walls heighten making it seem as if I'm in a prison of my own demise. unable to save myself as i have no more strength left to keep my sanity.

and my sanity gets even weaker as i try to save others that i can't stand to see suffer and cry.
unable to stand the tears that drop from there soft face.
so i. A shell of a being i used to be. i go to those in need and wipe the tears from there face. not afraid if this selfless act kills me even more and drives me into my demise.
not caring that i become a wondering spirit. wondering this world in the darkness that kills me even more each second. it's the hope that as i wonder this path of darkness. i leave a path of light for all who i've tried to save and at my final hour ill still be able to look back at the journey i've walked. before my shell crumbles and i fade to dust that i can see that i've created a spark in this world of darkness to lead way for the flame to bring this world to the light.