this was supposed to be a good day....
11 years ago
i just found out a friend of mine ended up hanging himself last week...i..i don't know what to think...i'm just in shock right now..fuck dude..i'll miss you...
sammypanther
~sammypanther
wow
aiky-poo
~aiky-poo
OP
i'm just..in complete shock, jesus christ..
Flare_the_dragon_fox_hybrid
~flarethedragonfoxhybrid
Oh my god.. *hugs tightly* im so sorry for your loss
aiky-poo
~aiky-poo
OP
*hugs tight* thanks, i..i don't know what to do..i just talked to him a little bit the week before..
Flare_the_dragon_fox_hybrid
~flarethedragonfoxhybrid
*hugs tightly* I .. I'd be shock too.. I was in shock many a time like this.. My condolences for the loss of your friend.
aiky-poo
~aiky-poo
OP
thank you...
Flare_the_dragon_fox_hybrid
~flarethedragonfoxhybrid
Always here for you friend
aiky-poo
~aiky-poo
OP
i know. i appreciate it dude. do you have a skype?
Flare_the_dragon_fox_hybrid
~flarethedragonfoxhybrid
I do text chat only... That fine? And :)
aiky-poo
~aiky-poo
OP
yea that's fine, i do too
Flare_the_dragon_fox_hybrid
~flarethedragonfoxhybrid
K
Shadow The Arctic Werewolf
~creepsome
Dang *comforts*
aiky-poo
~aiky-poo
OP
-hugs- thanks. I appreciate it
Shadow The Arctic Werewolf
~creepsome
*hugs back* You're welcome
DoctorAlgebra
~doctoralgebra
Same thing happened to me while I was at AC this year. It's really horrible to lose a friend like that, and I hope you're doing okay.
aiky-poo
~aiky-poo
OP
I'm doing alright I think atm. I don't think it's fully hit me yet. But for the moment I think I can deal. I don't tkonk he'd want me upset but I learned things about him I had no use about and I'm not sure about anything :/
Jebaris
~jebaris
Sometimes the battle is too much for us, bruv... My condolences to you. I'm so very sorry, man.
aiky-poo
~aiky-poo
OP
Thank you <3 that means a lot to me. In sorta..numb to the whole situation tbh, not sure if that's good or not
Jebaris
~jebaris
It's one of the stages of grieving, my dear. You go ahead and go through the motions, it is okay. You want me to smoke for him, this sunday? I'll be smoking on the good green. I can dedicate a bowl to him, for you.
aiky-poo
~aiky-poo
OP
Aye that'd be lovely. Thank you <3
Jebaris
~jebaris
No need to thank me, yo. I'll give him the best memorium A bear of the Herb can offer <3
aiky-poo
~aiky-poo
OP
<3 also you think you can text me? I need someone to talk too
Jebaris
~jebaris
Phone's both dead and lost, my brutha. I'm sorry :<
aiky-poo
~aiky-poo
OP
Awww oki :<
nightwolf14
~nightwolf14
Im sorry for your loss. He's in a place where the bad thoughts cease to exist. *hugs*
aiky-poo
~aiky-poo
OP
-hugs- yea, true. Just miss him so much..
nightwolf14
~nightwolf14
messege me whenever your on hun. And enjoy yourself at MFF, you deserve it after working so hard on school
aiky-poo
~aiky-poo
OP
i've gotten better, and i'm trying to just remember the good times instead of feeling sad all the time
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