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I'm Sorry For THe Lack Of Activity.
11 years ago
If you watch my deviantart, you may see an emotional picture or two.
Frankly, I haven't been in the best of spells. I've fallen into a deep, dark hole.
One that's in my heart and mind every day and I can't pull myself out of it by myself this time.
Bad thoughts are always in my mind, and I do my best with myself to distract from it.
to be honest..I just feel. Alone. Even if I'm surrounded.
My heart's heavy.
I basically can't really vent about anything. I don't want to sink down to someone's level.
My art is my only outlet.
I have no idea what to do with myself.
Not many people on FA care, because I'm more or less just more known on Deviantart.
I just wish things would change.
I just want to be happy.
My attempts to be falter.
I become less important the days that go on.
I don't want to bother anyone. Really.
It's just how I feel..
All I want to say is "I'm sorry" when I tell people how I feel about stuff.
I'm sorry to unload my emotions onto anyone.
Sometimes I'm even sorry for breathing.
Someone could knock into me, and I'd be the one to say sorry.
My depression has driven into my sleeping schedule.
Plagued with thoughts at night so I can't sleep well.
Lay in bed until I decide I need to get out at 4 PM.
I've become pathetic.
This is beneath me. I know it is.
I just want to cry. For someone to understand.
Anyone.
I at least just..want comfort. That's all.
I comfort so many people in any way I can and..I just.
want to know that people care for the person that cares for them...
All I can really say though is I wouldn't feel that venting is sinking down to someone level though, a lot need to do it. hell I know a lot of my fiend catch it from me.
I wouldn't mind adding you to skype if you want to talk, or even if you don't want to, add you so you know someone is happy to listen to you if you ever need it
I really appreciate that gesture. I'm glad you care, even if you don't know me.
My skype is tsunderekiwi
if you want to add me still
I'll definitely take that offer!
I appreciate the concern a lot ;w;
vuv You're awesome for being such a kind person!! ♥