Being unwanted.
11 years ago
Today is honestly not my favorite day... the aforementioned (though not actually mentioned) artist has expressed that he most likely will not want to work with me again. It seems that no matter how hard I try, my own inability to get information straight has permanently fucked up my... relationship? With one of my favorite artist. I am honestly thinking of benching commissions forever now, spare people having to listen to me and my never-ending changes and inability to find good references. I'm pretty sure I am not the first to have this happen, but it is the first time this has happened to me, and journals are basically a place to empty out your head into so I figured why not... share my misery with the rest of the internet! Whee!
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Now, given that this is just ONE incident, I don't think it's very fair to feel unwanted over it! It's not easy for an artist to visualize what you can see so clearly in your minds-eye. In fact, even when you're able to properly articulate it in words and great detail, it doesn't mean they'll still get it. For the artist, it's just as frustrating because they think they have it, only to be told they don't over and over.
Best to just shrug and carry on. This is an experience which teaches you a good lesson in refining your approach to custom art, and perhaps setting up clear revision terms with an artist before work begins. Some artists even have revision terms worked into their terms of service. I know it kinda sucks right now, but don't come away from this as a whole negative experience - it's through these kinds of things that we learn to better our tactics. *hugs gently*