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11 years ago
Just an informative journal on what i have.
Confirmed: severe delression
Anxiety
Suspected: paranoid schizophrenia
PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder)
How not to act around me: do not overwhelm me, dont just assume i am being rude to you. Just talk to me calmly and get to know why i do these things. Its hard to live everyday life with the things wrong with me, i need to see a psychiatrist before i get put on medications to help me. My therepist has been helping me greatly but i cant controll alot. When i feel like i am threatened or cornered in a situation i tend to automatically lash out and fear the worst.
Please understand these things and get to know me. I appologise for any problems that have occurred...
Confirmed: severe delression
Anxiety
Suspected: paranoid schizophrenia
PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder)
How not to act around me: do not overwhelm me, dont just assume i am being rude to you. Just talk to me calmly and get to know why i do these things. Its hard to live everyday life with the things wrong with me, i need to see a psychiatrist before i get put on medications to help me. My therepist has been helping me greatly but i cant controll alot. When i feel like i am threatened or cornered in a situation i tend to automatically lash out and fear the worst.
Please understand these things and get to know me. I appologise for any problems that have occurred...
Lovepuppy56
~lovepuppy56
Well a friend is here! I have battled with severe depression and anxiety toward social interactions. Again I'm here and willing to chat if you need someone to talk to or rant at. Im willing to listen my friend! IMO you rock! You have been awesome since i first messaged you! Thank you! *Bro hug*
XionDeopard
~xiondeopard
OP
Aha its no problem, i dont have many friiwnds irl oflr on here so its nice when people approach me. I wont make the first conversation because im agraid of people rejecting me.
Lovepuppy56
~lovepuppy56
If people do reject you that is there own damn problem. You can't care about what other people think or feel because they dont have you in there hearts. Most people only care about them and that is why it is hard for them to see past other peoples shells and walls. Hope you start feeling better soon. Hope things have been looking up today!
XionDeopard
~xiondeopard
OP
well im going to my fav store this agternoon for a new pipe and maybe some herbs so thats deffinately a good thing haha
Lovepuppy56
~lovepuppy56
Damn straight!!! Enjoy it mate! Just dont do to much it can cause some serious backlash emotions later on. Im sure you know that though lol.
XionDeopard
~xiondeopard
OP
Yah i hardly do it anymore its just a helping thing
Lovepuppy56
~lovepuppy56
Nice! Im partaking in a little bit o green myself lol! Hope its good stuff on ur end haha!
XionDeopard
~xiondeopard
OP
I still need to out and pick mine up i just went amd got myself the new bowl and the grinder haha but it sounds like a good time!
Lovepuppy56
~lovepuppy56
NICE!! Hope the grinder works well haha! That can be a pain in the ass if the grinder isn't fought enough lol. Hope your having a great night now!
XionDeopard
~xiondeopard
OP
I definately am lol. I bought a top of the line stainless steel grinder, the pegs are like little sharp razory demons!
Lovepuppy56
~lovepuppy56
OMG wait is it called a Mendo Mulcher by any chance?? Thats the one my hubby and I bought. I only ask because it is stainless steel too. And YAY! Im glad to hear you have been having a good night!
XionDeopard
~xiondeopard
OP
No its not :( i dont remember the brand but when i need to break it out for the nug in my stash ill let ya know!
Lovepuppy56
~lovepuppy56
Cool! Brands usually dont matter for grinders lol more that material. I once bought a plastic little monstrosity because it was cheap... There were no survivors. Lol
XionDeopard
~xiondeopard
OP
Yah i never buy plastic those things are atrocious and not worth it x.x
Lovepuppy56
~lovepuppy56
UGh i know!!! We have a dope one now and a thick friggin pipe! Its hella heavy!
XionDeopard
~xiondeopard
OP
My new bowl is real thin and light, i like it, and its pretty deep bowled as well
Lovepuppy56
~lovepuppy56
Nice! What color is the bong? Or pipe is like mindnight purple. And the bong is green lol plain
Lovepuppy56
~lovepuppy56
Oh sounds nice! Im getting toasted right now lol.... Feels nice in the middle of the day like when i was a teenager lol
XionDeopard
~xiondeopard
OP
Yah haha, im about to light up in about a half hour or so
