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Why does everything SUUUUUUUUCK!? (Pity/Motivation Party)

11 years ago

Here is my original Rabbit sona Ref sheet!--> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6028275/
Here is the Ref of my Sona as a Mouse/Rabbit hybrid-->http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9734246/

I AM CAPTAIN GORDON FREEMAN OF THE INTERGALACTIC HOUSE OF PANCAKES ORDERING YOU TO OPEN!

Beginning of the journal~~

Working out suuuucks...so sore and i barely do anything!? (I do like 25 push-up and sit-up and squats and arm curls with a 10 pound weight till I feel like being done). Learning how to drive sucks! (I should have learned how to drive long ago and i'm ashamed I don't have my license when im almost 22...its a long story about why i don't have it)

I've never dated anyone IRL...its always been online which I have come to the realization isn't enough for me. I'm socially a cripple and more shy or reserved then a shut in! Also...I think i suffer from depression...don't want to go to the doctor and get diagnosed however cause of all the flak i would get for it. (I think i have depression cause I constantly keep feeling like i'm too empty/excessively tired to do anything despite getting tons of rest...even for things I WANT to do)

At least its not all bad.

Hopefully in the next few months the working out gets rid of this little tummy i've got going (still pretty skinny but i hate this little bit of belly fat i've got). Family got a new awesome car I actually want to drive/could actually use often if i got a licence and im making progress. I've got college next semester, and THIS fucking time i actually want to go and have come upon the horrible realization im getting older so i'm gonna work my ass off on it and get good grades.

but the dating and depression thing? Yea still got no solution for that! Ah well...one battle at a time eh?

23 Comments

Daso ~daso

Watcher

11 years ago

It may not be much, but if things get sour think to yourself "I'm beautiful" or any sorta positive statement

MephistosCousin ~mephistoscousin

Art Whore

11 years ago

I'll give it a shot :P

Daso ~daso

Watcher

11 years ago

There's the spirit

Cody_Morgan ~codymorgan

Photographer

11 years ago

I can't find anyone in real life to date near me. :/

MephistosCousin ~mephistoscousin

Art Whore

11 years ago

a common problem among many gay furs I know :\

Cody_Morgan ~codymorgan

Photographer

11 years ago

Mhmm, would you like to skype?

MephistosCousin ~mephistoscousin

Art Whore

11 years ago

eh not really...I've kinda just got done skyping in general.

I've still got like 2 people i chat with...but I ignore pretty much the other 50 others >.<

Cody_Morgan ~codymorgan

Photographer

11 years ago

Pffff, fifty others is childs play, I have like over 300, though normally only 100 are ever on at a time.

MephistosCousin ~mephistoscousin

Art Whore

11 years ago

oh sweet jesus! Far too many! XD

Cody_Morgan ~codymorgan

Photographer

11 years ago

Yeah, I do need to get rid of a few but if you do ever wanna chat my offer is still open xD

ynomis ~ynomis

Watcher

11 years ago

I feel bad for all of the gay furs who can't find someone because I basically went "hey, I'm gay" then this guy I knew went "hey me too, wana date" and it turns out he's a fur also So from what I understand of statistics for every one person like me there are ten others that have to actually search for someone. So just remember that while you may be single right now it's all for the greater cause of me :P

ynomis ~ynomis

Watcher

11 years ago

Being depressed while going to school is super lame and happens to a lot of people. But if you think it's serious you should go see a doctor or a therapist about it! Emotions are important and many people ignore them. (My parents were hippys so I come from a family that is very open to talking about feelings, so I don't understand the kind of flak you would get going to a doctor about it )

But on a lighter note I didn't get my drivers license until I was 21 and the main reason I did was because I live in the rural south where there is no public transportation! I also agree about working out! I try to get outside for an hour a day and now that it's winter it's just cold and awful!

MephistosCousin ~mephistoscousin

Art Whore

11 years ago

I'd get yelled at till my ears fell off about my life not being that hard and that I should just shut up and nut up and ect and ect...plus im on my mothers insurance atm so i'd need her help to go to the doctor and shes the one who'd yell at me.

I was in a bad car accident around the time i started learning to drive...kinda fucked up learning said skill >.<

yea i just do some little stuff in my room before taking a shower...its not a lot but i hope it starts too help XD

ynomis ~ynomis

Watcher

11 years ago

Well about going to the doctor you could always lie about why you're going, Just think of something believable (or a standard physical!) Then when you're there ask the doctor about depression stuff. Although apart of dealing with depression is going to a therapist and that's a repeat thing so ... Maybe say you want to see a therapist about the 'car crash while learning to drive' thing? But like I said I was also raised by hippys so I don't have a standard view on what's 'normal' or not!

Also doing any amount of working out is important! Just try to do more and more over time! I'm thinking of starting something similar to what you're doing because I have no upper body strength. ;P

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MephistosCousin ~mephistoscousin

Art Whore

11 years ago

thanks for all that. But I don't draw :P

I'm a commissioner! I'm the person that allows artists to eat XD

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stokerbramwell ~stokerbramwell

Watcher

11 years ago

If it makes you feel better...

I was close to your age when I finally got my own driver's license, I still have a bit more of a tummy than I'd like, and you can probably do more pushups and squats and curls than I can already. And let's not even get started on my dating history...

Basically, I'm saying that I doubt you're as bad as you think you are, bun-bun.

Raidus ~raidus

Commissioner, Purveyor of Lewds

11 years ago

Ugh, I know the feeling exactly. All of my relationships have been online only, which I'm done with at this point. Don't get me wrong, I loved them, but the distance just becomes painful. >.< As far as the depression, while I deal with random bursts of it, I deal with it since it's not a horrible amount of it. I've been wanting to workout more myself, but I rarely have time for it when I actually want to, or don't want to when I do. Hopefully the car and college stuff go well. :3

furryfriendly ~furryfriendly

Watcher

11 years ago

I'm almost 25 and I don't have a driver's license either b/c all the drivers in my hometown are terrible!

Keeko-chan ~keeko-chan

Chaos Pixie

11 years ago

The dating thing can easily be solved by the college venture! o: I didn't get my liscence until right before I turned 21...x3

bbbuuu ~bbbuuu

Writer

11 years ago

I'm 22 and don't have a license yet ^^; and I could definitely do some sit ups to get rid of my own belly, heh heh!

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