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Long and agonizing tale of my weekend...
11 years ago
Ok posting up a journal finally, spent Sunday awake! unlike Friday and Saturday where I slept pretty much all day and did not even eat on Friday at all...
Anyhoo my poor mousy
cheska poked my master (and awesome artist go look!) 
yoon about how I was doing, I was so happy to not be in as much pain, being able to stay awake and play Halo on my Xbox One that I neglected to leave an update and to let people know what happened, it was pretty horrible for me, might not want to read >>;
Not totally sure what happened to me, Thursday I was coming home from the hospital (ironic >x<) where they gave me the bad news that my Kidney function is down to %40, so now I am scared and gonna actively reduce my salt intake since I have been stupid and have not done a damn thing about that, I want to live, even if my days are always filled with pain and know that I lost sight in my right eye because I am an idiot , I still have many games to play and so many people I love...
Oops went off on a tangent, sorry... anyhoo I was not a happy guy after that, stopped at a place called Rally's to get some burgers (yeah I know, there are somethings I can eat that are low enough on salt and sugar and what not that I can eat them) I ate and did what ever (it's a blur now) all I remember is I think I was not feeling well and decided I would go get some water (maybe to help me clean out my body of salt) .. I remember the water tasted like soap, did not think much about it so I got more water and fell asleep.
Thursday turns into Friday, which my alarm goes off and I wake up for my meds, check blood and inject my insulin... I guess I get them taken care of.. I can't remember too well which is odd for me, I remember my stomach hurting horribly, never felt that ever before and decided to take my 3DS and head into the rest room, sat down and...I was dizzy,felt like I was gonna pass out at any moment and for the first time in like over 10 years or so I felt like I needed to puke, so I pull out the Krogers bag that was lining the garbage can and there I went, felt like I was gonna pass out repeatedly... I puked like 3 times? when I felt like I was done I reached over and put the bucket in the bathtub and sat there for a long while.
After what felt like an eternity I decided to get up, or try to, my legs were like jelly, it was all hazy... so I decided to get on the floor and crawl to the bathtub because I wanted to clean the bucket so my brother did not have to, the shower head was put up and I think I might have cried a little... got up and tried to clean the bucket best I could but left the bucket in the bathtub just in case I did not do a good job or something.
I made my way slowly to my bed and crawled in and just slept nearly all of Friday which felt like hell, I would wake up every few hours with the sound of my heart beating pretty loudly, managed to make sure to take my meds and check my blood and do my insulin that day.
Saturday I slept most of it, did get up a few times for my medical stuff, hopped into my Master's stream ( yoon) and tried to talk to her and Cherry, did eat once that day, sadly I had a slight issue in bed so me being still weak and sick had to wash my sheets and stuff, all while freezing like god damn hell waiting for everything to finish washing and drying all the way through, putting everything back on the Temperpedic mattress was a nightmare too, getting the zip on under sheet back on required lifting from me who was already weak as sin and was sick on top of it, I managed to do it, it took over a half an hour and missed the end of yoon's stream and a large portion of 
memokkeen's stream too.
OKAY, THAT WAS A LOT! HOW AM I DOING NOW?
Well my stomach hurts, my legs and well everything hurts more then normal, I am more steady at walking, my voice is raspy and I am getting tired of trying to sip my drink and having pain every time I do X__x but I am ok-ish now... considering my Christmas is ruined, FA is being wonky and a lot of you guys are gonna be trying to enjoy your holidays I am gonna call this week a bust, gonna try not to think of what happened in the weekend that passed, enjoy my games.
If anyone is around on Christmas I would not mind some company on Skype (if I have you added) I am gonna be alone because my brother will be at work (yay more frozen for the holidays)
I want to do a few things in closing, first off I want to say I am sorry to my commissioners cause they are gonna be in for quite a wait I guess (next Monday I should be able to start up again?) next is the people I worried, I am alive and hope to stay that way >.>; and one more sorry for jumping around in mood in the journal, I was happy when I started and then got sad when I was trying to recall things and now I am fine again I think ^^;
I want to thank you guys for your concern and appreciate those of you who read through all of that (must of been really hard...)
Love you guys a lot, I wish you all that you desire this Christmas and please, please take care of your self, you guys deserve the best for making me have a good reason to live *hugs* <3
Anyhoo my poor mousy
cheska poked my master (and awesome artist go look!) 
yoon about how I was doing, I was so happy to not be in as much pain, being able to stay awake and play Halo on my Xbox One that I neglected to leave an update and to let people know what happened, it was pretty horrible for me, might not want to read >>;Not totally sure what happened to me, Thursday I was coming home from the hospital (ironic >x<) where they gave me the bad news that my Kidney function is down to %40, so now I am scared and gonna actively reduce my salt intake since I have been stupid and have not done a damn thing about that, I want to live, even if my days are always filled with pain and know that I lost sight in my right eye because I am an idiot , I still have many games to play and so many people I love...
Oops went off on a tangent, sorry... anyhoo I was not a happy guy after that, stopped at a place called Rally's to get some burgers (yeah I know, there are somethings I can eat that are low enough on salt and sugar and what not that I can eat them) I ate and did what ever (it's a blur now) all I remember is I think I was not feeling well and decided I would go get some water (maybe to help me clean out my body of salt) .. I remember the water tasted like soap, did not think much about it so I got more water and fell asleep.
Thursday turns into Friday, which my alarm goes off and I wake up for my meds, check blood and inject my insulin... I guess I get them taken care of.. I can't remember too well which is odd for me, I remember my stomach hurting horribly, never felt that ever before and decided to take my 3DS and head into the rest room, sat down and...I was dizzy,felt like I was gonna pass out at any moment and for the first time in like over 10 years or so I felt like I needed to puke, so I pull out the Krogers bag that was lining the garbage can and there I went, felt like I was gonna pass out repeatedly... I puked like 3 times? when I felt like I was done I reached over and put the bucket in the bathtub and sat there for a long while.
After what felt like an eternity I decided to get up, or try to, my legs were like jelly, it was all hazy... so I decided to get on the floor and crawl to the bathtub because I wanted to clean the bucket so my brother did not have to, the shower head was put up and I think I might have cried a little... got up and tried to clean the bucket best I could but left the bucket in the bathtub just in case I did not do a good job or something.
I made my way slowly to my bed and crawled in and just slept nearly all of Friday which felt like hell, I would wake up every few hours with the sound of my heart beating pretty loudly, managed to make sure to take my meds and check my blood and do my insulin that day.
Saturday I slept most of it, did get up a few times for my medical stuff, hopped into my Master's stream (
yoon) and tried to talk to her and Cherry, did eat once that day, sadly I had a slight issue in bed so me being still weak and sick had to wash my sheets and stuff, all while freezing like god damn hell waiting for everything to finish washing and drying all the way through, putting everything back on the Temperpedic mattress was a nightmare too, getting the zip on under sheet back on required lifting from me who was already weak as sin and was sick on top of it, I managed to do it, it took over a half an hour and missed the end of yoon's stream and a large portion of 
memokkeen's stream too.OKAY, THAT WAS A LOT! HOW AM I DOING NOW?
Well my stomach hurts, my legs and well everything hurts more then normal, I am more steady at walking, my voice is raspy and I am getting tired of trying to sip my drink and having pain every time I do X__x but I am ok-ish now... considering my Christmas is ruined, FA is being wonky and a lot of you guys are gonna be trying to enjoy your holidays I am gonna call this week a bust, gonna try not to think of what happened in the weekend that passed, enjoy my games.
If anyone is around on Christmas I would not mind some company on Skype (if I have you added) I am gonna be alone because my brother will be at work (yay more frozen for the holidays)
I want to do a few things in closing, first off I want to say I am sorry to my commissioners cause they are gonna be in for quite a wait I guess (next Monday I should be able to start up again?) next is the people I worried, I am alive and hope to stay that way >.>; and one more sorry for jumping around in mood in the journal, I was happy when I started and then got sad when I was trying to recall things and now I am fine again I think ^^;
I want to thank you guys for your concern and appreciate those of you who read through all of that (must of been really hard...)
Love you guys a lot, I wish you all that you desire this Christmas and please, please take care of your self, you guys deserve the best for making me have a good reason to live *hugs* <3
but I do not think it would be good to cut back on the salt, while you're still going through this. Friggin hell, we need to get you
back on your feet! If you feel nauseous again or even start passing out let a doctor make sure you're still doing fine...