Well, my Christmas holiday went well. I got my Sims 4 and my purple fleece blanket so I'm happy. ^^ Everyone loved the gifts I gave out this year and I'm pleased with that. Called my father Christmas Day. Got a $20 check in the mail from him. His funding is low and he couldn't come down this year ): I do miss him lots and lots and wish I spoke to him more often. Spoke to my grandmas. One of them still lives at home while the other is in a nursing home. Both looked to be well. It's so amazing on how times fly...amazing and sad.

I'm feeling somewhat better after everything that's happened the last month or three. I still find myself thinking and over thinking of what could have been but, eh, perhaps it was best that we parted ways. Granted it could have been better on my part but can't change the past now.

Looking forward to 2015. A new year ahead of me. I have a few ideas for resolutions and I hope to stick with one to the better end. It's a secret for right now but very important for me. ^^ I will say that I do have a goal I wish to accomplish in the near future and that is to move out and get my own apartment so I can finally live on my own. Sadly, I have lived a sheltered life and wish to break free from it. I do love my brother and his family but his wife and I do not see eye to eye. I feel I have overstayed my welcome and I'm starting to feel like I am their personal slave.

Other than that, I've been alright. Missing a few people, find myself thinking about others. I wish I didn't live in the past like I do. ): I guess that's how I am.