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THAT DARK CORNER OF MY MIND PART 1
11 years ago
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Well I knew I was gonna be getting some wild dreams from trying acid so I shouldn't have been surprised about how vivid my dreams ending up being....
DREAM #1- I'm swimming in what looks like a waste infested ocean. I seem to be in it during a savage storm that strangely does not affect the crystal blue sky that hangs overhead. As I try to wade thru it, dozens of rusted fishing rods with their bait still attached. I seem to have no intention to move back to the beach, almost like I feel that I can do no better than this dead and dirty place.
POSSIBLE MEANING- My fear of the unknown, as many people have a fear of the ocean. "Jaws" getting released definitely didn't help this phobia of mine. Another possible meaning is that I'm a clean freak, and the idea of me being in that environment woulds make me (and probably anybody else) loose their lunch.
DREAM #2- I'm walking thru a room when suddenly I hear a sharp crack coming from my mouth. I rush over to a bathroom to access what's wrong with me. And that's when the entire upper set of my mouth comes off, almost with horrifying ease. As I stare into the mirror my bottom set disappears. All that is left is one rotten front tooth and two side teeth on the bottom. With my world falling apart I weep at myself as the image turns to black.
POSSIBLE MEANING- I've always had issues with my muzzle (both thru shitty genes and not taking care of myself enough) so it's really not a surprise I dreamt of one of my biggest fears.
DREAM #3- I'm in a restaurant that I don't recognize and there's this Health Department bitch harassing everyone at the place I'm at.
POSSIBLE MEANING- Health Dept. are fucking assholes to everybody. You think a serial killer is scary? Think again. Sometimes the most terrifying things to happen to us are the parts of normal society that we face every day.
*listening to Otep's 2007 cd, The_ Ascension while writing this down. Helps quite a bit with trying to compose my thoughts*
- The Mind Traveler
DREAM #1- I'm swimming in what looks like a waste infested ocean. I seem to be in it during a savage storm that strangely does not affect the crystal blue sky that hangs overhead. As I try to wade thru it, dozens of rusted fishing rods with their bait still attached. I seem to have no intention to move back to the beach, almost like I feel that I can do no better than this dead and dirty place.
POSSIBLE MEANING- My fear of the unknown, as many people have a fear of the ocean. "Jaws" getting released definitely didn't help this phobia of mine. Another possible meaning is that I'm a clean freak, and the idea of me being in that environment woulds make me (and probably anybody else) loose their lunch.
DREAM #2- I'm walking thru a room when suddenly I hear a sharp crack coming from my mouth. I rush over to a bathroom to access what's wrong with me. And that's when the entire upper set of my mouth comes off, almost with horrifying ease. As I stare into the mirror my bottom set disappears. All that is left is one rotten front tooth and two side teeth on the bottom. With my world falling apart I weep at myself as the image turns to black.
POSSIBLE MEANING- I've always had issues with my muzzle (both thru shitty genes and not taking care of myself enough) so it's really not a surprise I dreamt of one of my biggest fears.
DREAM #3- I'm in a restaurant that I don't recognize and there's this Health Department bitch harassing everyone at the place I'm at.
POSSIBLE MEANING- Health Dept. are fucking assholes to everybody. You think a serial killer is scary? Think again. Sometimes the most terrifying things to happen to us are the parts of normal society that we face every day.
*listening to Otep's 2007 cd, The_ Ascension while writing this down. Helps quite a bit with trying to compose my thoughts*
- The Mind Traveler
