Dawn of the last day. (2014)
11 years ago
Only a few hours left of 2014. And I look back on a year of change. Or at least the beginning of change.
I was unemployed for few months but found a new job that works right now as a tool to earn money. Nothing less, nothing more. But the job is good because now I can go a path I was always afraid to walk. I went to a design school and working on my artist skills.
I now know for sure, that my first priority in a job is that I love doing it. Not how much money I can earn in a year with it. Live is too short to spend your time with something you hate.
My Dreams have change, even I don´t know how, I know that deep down something has shifted.
I think I changed. At least a bit. If the change is good or bad I can´t tell. Sometimes I feel sad when I notice the change. I´m scared I become somebody I wouldn´t like. But at the same time I see all the growth I made.
I´m grateful for all the things I was allowed to experience this year! I went to EF, my first huge Furry Con and it was a blast! So many awesome people! So much love and so much creativity! XD
It gave me courage to try more stuff I like.
I had a cool vacation in berlin. I could connect to some hearts and it felt good.
A lot more happened during 2014 but I can´t recall everything in detail^^
I´m sorry if the Journal goes again a bit off topic.
I want to thank you. Thanks to all which are part of my live. All my friends and family. All those people I met in my live and never had the privilege to meet in person. I´m grateful for all of you. Thank you all and I love you.
What wishes I have for 2015? Let it be filled with laughter, smiles and precious time with the beings I love. Let me not despair in the darkness. Let me not hurt those I love and promised to protect and support. I wish I will not forget how to smile even when times go rough and that I find the courage to walk my path and follow my dreams, even when I see it will lead me away from my loved once for a while. I wish everyone I know and don´t know all the best for 2015! Love and harmony to you all. ^^
I was unemployed for few months but found a new job that works right now as a tool to earn money. Nothing less, nothing more. But the job is good because now I can go a path I was always afraid to walk. I went to a design school and working on my artist skills.
I now know for sure, that my first priority in a job is that I love doing it. Not how much money I can earn in a year with it. Live is too short to spend your time with something you hate.
My Dreams have change, even I don´t know how, I know that deep down something has shifted.
I think I changed. At least a bit. If the change is good or bad I can´t tell. Sometimes I feel sad when I notice the change. I´m scared I become somebody I wouldn´t like. But at the same time I see all the growth I made.
I´m grateful for all the things I was allowed to experience this year! I went to EF, my first huge Furry Con and it was a blast! So many awesome people! So much love and so much creativity! XD
It gave me courage to try more stuff I like.
I had a cool vacation in berlin. I could connect to some hearts and it felt good.
A lot more happened during 2014 but I can´t recall everything in detail^^
I´m sorry if the Journal goes again a bit off topic.
I want to thank you. Thanks to all which are part of my live. All my friends and family. All those people I met in my live and never had the privilege to meet in person. I´m grateful for all of you. Thank you all and I love you.
What wishes I have for 2015? Let it be filled with laughter, smiles and precious time with the beings I love. Let me not despair in the darkness. Let me not hurt those I love and promised to protect and support. I wish I will not forget how to smile even when times go rough and that I find the courage to walk my path and follow my dreams, even when I see it will lead me away from my loved once for a while. I wish everyone I know and don´t know all the best for 2015! Love and harmony to you all. ^^
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May your New Year be filled with happiness, Amatero
Amatero
~amatero
OP
Thank you Brandon. The same I wish for you. May your New year be filled with smiles and wonderful experiences.
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