really depressed
10 years ago
Lately I've been really super depressed beyond belief. 2015 has not started off well at all. I was literally harassed online to the point I shut my laptop off and didn't want to go near it the rest of the day. I have gotten sick. My mother hardly has enough money to take care of the both of us and our pets. My health insurance has run out and I will have to go through the application process again to regain it. That means my medications if they run out before my insurance is reinstated are going to be extremely expensive. I also can't go see a doctor to get the medications I need for my illness. I keep trying to hide behind a brave face, but every time I find myself alone in my room it hits me all over again. I can only do so much to escape the horrible thoughts and feelings I have. The icing on the cake though? The people I thought were friends and cared about me, don't. I feel used by people and feel like I don't matter anymore.

KuganeTrash
~dauxycheeks
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