If I'm in a vehicle traveling at the speed of light and I turn my headlights on, will they do anything?

Well I meant more towards my stories/setting...

But no. unless whatever is allowing the vehicle to travel that fast also impacts the projected photons the photons owuld likely 'stay in place' and thus do nothing ot our perception.

Terra, I hope I'm just reading into your journal more than what is there, but I hope you're not planning anything drastic. Please talk with someone and seek help. Talk to us.

I am not going to do anything drastic, though I'd be lying if I said I had not considered it. Fact is that any hope, any motivation, any inspiration in life that I had is just gone. I'm not going to get it back and, wel, I kinda don't want it back.

I'm not going to do what I tink you are thinking. I can't, at least not any time soon. But that doesn't mean I can, or will, do anything else. I just figured since this, and most other parts of my life are over I at least owed people a chance to find things out that they would have in stories I would have written.