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11 years ago
I just read again something I know I shouldn't have, because it always makes me feel broken hearted and gets me thinking stuff over and over.
Very often I find myself asking why. Why did I meet someone; why do people leave, what do they leave for us; why did I find and choose someone among everyone else around me, and why that person found me and decided to stay.
With entries like the one I read, these kind of questions pound in my head endlessly and so hard I almost forget that no matter why things happen, they just are what they are and sometimes we cannot change them.
I've experienced more joy than I could ever imagine with amazing people who stand by me all along; I've cried blood tears, I've raged on my whole existence, I've reached bottoms I didn't know I have and heights I didn't know that existed. Every single experience has brought me here.
There's people who were dearly loved, who were worth all the while in the world and didn't make it here, no matter the reason. I did. I don't know why. But I want to enjoy every single second of it.
Very often I find myself asking why. Why did I meet someone; why do people leave, what do they leave for us; why did I find and choose someone among everyone else around me, and why that person found me and decided to stay.
With entries like the one I read, these kind of questions pound in my head endlessly and so hard I almost forget that no matter why things happen, they just are what they are and sometimes we cannot change them.
I've experienced more joy than I could ever imagine with amazing people who stand by me all along; I've cried blood tears, I've raged on my whole existence, I've reached bottoms I didn't know I have and heights I didn't know that existed. Every single experience has brought me here.
There's people who were dearly loved, who were worth all the while in the world and didn't make it here, no matter the reason. I did. I don't know why. But I want to enjoy every single second of it.
