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First Journal of the new year and of this profile.
11 years ago
So, Last year, what a year.
Cant say it was a particularly good year, I mean sure Furry's have their fair share of personal issues mine was pretty serious. So lets start with the negatives. My sister struggled with a Brain Tumor for 3 months, she was looking forward to my wedding this year, she was keen to help but obviously couldn't with her condition. The hospital was excellent and they tried Chemo and a number of other things. Eventually they took a brain biopsy that left her in a pretty sorry state. In the end she died. Its left a hole in the family. The hardest part for me was putting her to rest in the same plot as my mum who died of a rare cancer many years before. My sister had 3 children, 2 very much grown up and a teenager. Everyone feels the heavy loss. Its just so difficult to put into words how hard its been. Holding the hand of someone you love and respect with all your heart and saying goodbye knowing its the last time you see them, and then feeling the gentle squeeze of the hand as you release it, is possibly the worst feeling in the world I hope no one has to endure that ever.
The show in this case life and living as they say must go on, No matter how hard things seem you have to turn it around and learn to LIVE your life. How many people especially furry's dwell in the past, devote their lives to people lost to time and in my honest opinion waste the precious short time we have on this earth trying to change the unchangeable. So I am still progressing with what will be the happiest occasion of my life getting a Husband. I am more determined to make this a good day then ever before it's what I would want, it's what my Sister, my Mother would want. I will be part of a new family, its a new start. That single positive light among all the sadness.
Work. Well work is pretty positive, this bunny does have a brain and a career that is moving along this year.
Things I am looking forward too in 2015.
Big Days and Holidays
Getting Married 13/03/2015 (bunnies.onebigday.org.uk)
Going to Confuzzled 2015
Florida Disney Land 2015
Things to do.
New Computer Upgrade 2015
Help the Lodger move out (Jan)
Redecorate the Bathroom
Get a new team to boss about (work)
So many other things in the pipeline I cant count.
What I wont waste my time on this year. Furry Drama, Amateur Dramatics and over the top furs who demand center stage all the friggen time. People who are needlessly selfish or horrible. Sitting in the house all the time, playing too much on computer. Giving up on life EVER under any circumstances. Dwelling in the past.
What I will spend my time on. Having fun, helping people in need, Being productive, Achieving goals *Like quitting smoking. Being better at work. Being there for my family. Making new friends.
Cant say it was a particularly good year, I mean sure Furry's have their fair share of personal issues mine was pretty serious. So lets start with the negatives. My sister struggled with a Brain Tumor for 3 months, she was looking forward to my wedding this year, she was keen to help but obviously couldn't with her condition. The hospital was excellent and they tried Chemo and a number of other things. Eventually they took a brain biopsy that left her in a pretty sorry state. In the end she died. Its left a hole in the family. The hardest part for me was putting her to rest in the same plot as my mum who died of a rare cancer many years before. My sister had 3 children, 2 very much grown up and a teenager. Everyone feels the heavy loss. Its just so difficult to put into words how hard its been. Holding the hand of someone you love and respect with all your heart and saying goodbye knowing its the last time you see them, and then feeling the gentle squeeze of the hand as you release it, is possibly the worst feeling in the world I hope no one has to endure that ever.
The show in this case life and living as they say must go on, No matter how hard things seem you have to turn it around and learn to LIVE your life. How many people especially furry's dwell in the past, devote their lives to people lost to time and in my honest opinion waste the precious short time we have on this earth trying to change the unchangeable. So I am still progressing with what will be the happiest occasion of my life getting a Husband. I am more determined to make this a good day then ever before it's what I would want, it's what my Sister, my Mother would want. I will be part of a new family, its a new start. That single positive light among all the sadness.
Work. Well work is pretty positive, this bunny does have a brain and a career that is moving along this year.
Things I am looking forward too in 2015.
Big Days and Holidays
Getting Married 13/03/2015 (bunnies.onebigday.org.uk)
Going to Confuzzled 2015
Florida Disney Land 2015
Things to do.
New Computer Upgrade 2015
Help the Lodger move out (Jan)
Redecorate the Bathroom
Get a new team to boss about (work)
So many other things in the pipeline I cant count.
What I wont waste my time on this year. Furry Drama, Amateur Dramatics and over the top furs who demand center stage all the friggen time. People who are needlessly selfish or horrible. Sitting in the house all the time, playing too much on computer. Giving up on life EVER under any circumstances. Dwelling in the past.
What I will spend my time on. Having fun, helping people in need, Being productive, Achieving goals *Like quitting smoking. Being better at work. Being there for my family. Making new friends.
Cant wait, and would love to catch up before then if possible. 100%