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Socially inept...
10 years ago
(pity party ahead. you have been warned)
I am... so much. I'm never quite sure how to continue a conversation, I get super nervous around groups of people, and no matter how much I want to, I just have a hard time talking to new people...
Most times i just want to curl up and disappear, and I'm almost convinced that if I did, nobody would bat an eye. As much as I want to be that social guy, at all the meets chatting up new people, making friends with everyone, I'm not. I'm just the guy that forces himself to go on the off chance that I catch someone's eye and they want to chat. The weirdo just sitting alone in the corner, watching everyone, but never looking quite comfortable being there. And I am doing it to myself again this weekend, going to FurCon on saturday.
Shit is hard, and with recent events, I'm convinced I am not worth the effort. I'm not super smart, I'm not particularly funny, I have problems talking with people, I'm not all that great looking, so what do I have going for me...?
sorry to waste your time with the pity party, woe is me rant. just kind of needed to get this off my chest.
I am... so much. I'm never quite sure how to continue a conversation, I get super nervous around groups of people, and no matter how much I want to, I just have a hard time talking to new people...
Most times i just want to curl up and disappear, and I'm almost convinced that if I did, nobody would bat an eye. As much as I want to be that social guy, at all the meets chatting up new people, making friends with everyone, I'm not. I'm just the guy that forces himself to go on the off chance that I catch someone's eye and they want to chat. The weirdo just sitting alone in the corner, watching everyone, but never looking quite comfortable being there. And I am doing it to myself again this weekend, going to FurCon on saturday.
Shit is hard, and with recent events, I'm convinced I am not worth the effort. I'm not super smart, I'm not particularly funny, I have problems talking with people, I'm not all that great looking, so what do I have going for me...?
sorry to waste your time with the pity party, woe is me rant. just kind of needed to get this off my chest.
Vessi
~vessi
Master don't say those things, you're wonderful and if i could have possibly afforded to go to FC i would pull you out of your corner and introduce to everyfur that i know! And of course tackle you like crazy in my fursuit cause that's sure to make you smile!!! Don't be so down on yourself i was shy too but after i got passed it i realized i was surrounded by big adorable stuff animals and just wanted to hug every single one of them!!!
takai
~takai
OP
my car just broke down, so I'm not even going to FC now...
Vessi
~vessi
Hey don't be so down and text me sometime, im always here to talk if you need to, you should know that master *snuggles closely*
