It's stupid that I should get so uptight over a simple sign waver job. But I'm worried I won't be good enough. That I won't have that "flare" you're supposed to have. Beyond that the people trying to "help" me with the job process just kinda make it worse. I know I haven't worked before, and I'm kind of a load of trash for it. But I think that should be the last of that, I don't need to be pampered with shit right now, especially if it's making my mood worse.

On the lighter side, it'll be nice to have spending money finally! And this kind of job is just what I need to be more outgoing and hopefully funny in the slight improv manner. I don't mean Who's Line level stuff, but enough to do something smile-worthy. This applies to cosplay and furry conventions, and my Let's Play project I wanna do. Also just me in general.