Maybe I'm the kind of person who will never have any friend.
11 years ago
That's cool with me and it really has became part of my life now, and I'll stop trying to make new friends knowing I will definitely screw that relationship up. :)
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Personally, I've always had an issue knowing who my friends were and recognizing those who were there for me because they just weren't physically in my area. But then I realized how many amazing friends I had all over the world and even though they weren't right next to me like some people's friends are, we all had a bond that was stronger than that. We didn't need each other to be withing arm's distance to trust each other and have a good time. And that's something I cherish a lot now. And you know, who knows! Maybe one day we'll all get to hang out in person, throw a sweet party, you know?
Anyway, sorry to get all cheesy and crap. Sometimes the truth is pretty corny, but you know... it's the truth.
In any case, I'm sure you aren't screwing up your relationships with your friends. Honestly, if they aren't meant to be your buddies, it's just not meant to be. If you're meant to be friends with them, things will fix themselves out. You know what I'm sayin'?
Send a message my way, mate. :3