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An important update +some lyrics stuff
11 years ago
(Update is after the lyrics links.)
Metal, of course. But I've been putting them up on my deviantart.
I'm not done with them.
The theme of the album is it's title, "Struggle." Thus, it deals with extremely heavy, extremely personal, and extremely dark themes. It does not shy away from the things people struggle with.
Here's what I have so far:
1: Creation
2: Savior with a Price Tag (Christ Capitalism)
3: Fight
4: Separation
5: Lament
6: Hatred
7: Silence
8: Numb
9: Self-destruction
10: War
As for the personal update, I have to say I might be gone from FA indefinitely. I feel no desire, urge, or want to socialize as much nor do I even want to see FA anymore. My heart is so crushed that I cannot stand to visit this site anymore, nor can I stand to look at my friends. So, I've been trying to get as much of my 'essence,' personal thoughts, struggles, and worries out in the lyrics.
Aside from that, I just feel awful all-around. Do not be surprised if I just disappear off the face of the internet.
This is not caused by my movement into the CCH, or anything like that. It's coming from my inability to simply cope with the things presented to me.
I had a long talk with one of my friends who I hadn't talked to deeply in years. We discussed things like my surgery, my personal fights and experiences, and apparently she thinks I'm pretty strong for it. In all honesty, I don't know if I'm able to come up to face myself anymore.
I imagine that only a few will read this. Maybe a small handful. I'm leaving a grace period of a few days, maybe a week or two, to last contact me on FA. Use notes if you wish to keep things private.
Aside from that, I think I'm going to be gone.
I love you all, even if it means nothing to you.
Metal, of course. But I've been putting them up on my deviantart.
I'm not done with them.
The theme of the album is it's title, "Struggle." Thus, it deals with extremely heavy, extremely personal, and extremely dark themes. It does not shy away from the things people struggle with.
Here's what I have so far:
1: Creation
2: Savior with a Price Tag (Christ Capitalism)
3: Fight
4: Separation
5: Lament
6: Hatred
7: Silence
8: Numb
9: Self-destruction
10: War
As for the personal update, I have to say I might be gone from FA indefinitely. I feel no desire, urge, or want to socialize as much nor do I even want to see FA anymore. My heart is so crushed that I cannot stand to visit this site anymore, nor can I stand to look at my friends. So, I've been trying to get as much of my 'essence,' personal thoughts, struggles, and worries out in the lyrics.
Aside from that, I just feel awful all-around. Do not be surprised if I just disappear off the face of the internet.
This is not caused by my movement into the CCH, or anything like that. It's coming from my inability to simply cope with the things presented to me.
I had a long talk with one of my friends who I hadn't talked to deeply in years. We discussed things like my surgery, my personal fights and experiences, and apparently she thinks I'm pretty strong for it. In all honesty, I don't know if I'm able to come up to face myself anymore.
I imagine that only a few will read this. Maybe a small handful. I'm leaving a grace period of a few days, maybe a week or two, to last contact me on FA. Use notes if you wish to keep things private.
Aside from that, I think I'm going to be gone.
I love you all, even if it means nothing to you.
>_>
Life haven't been treating us fairly as well, though I would feel that you'll disagree on some points. I mean, for starters, at the beginning of this year, my great uncle Daren (my namesake) died and even as my family tries to cope with this lost, we're also dealing with some court issues with a person over there claiming to have Daren's will, which was written in the hospital during his last days (I should point out that, on the day that he died, his neck broke and thus couldn't written a will). Next up, great uncle Dan has also been in the hospital due to a stroke and, while he survived it, it isn't likely he'll be living with us anymore due to it weakening him so much (though admittedly, it's also a bit reliving since, well, he has a very poisonous personality and enjoys playing these games where he pushes us to our anger limits without crossing it. Not to say that I wish him to be dead, cause I really, really don't, but it's a bit of relief for now). Later on, due to my college classes application being very, very stupid, I have to take this semester without any writing class since I can't advance at all (one isn't really an application to a class despite being on the list and the other two requires teacher's permission despite them being an anytime classes). And finally work for this month now wants to put me in places where I'm not that good or really enjoys, despite all the praises they gave me and how easy they say it is. v.|.v;;
I do wish you the best, wherever God takes you.