Memories
11 years ago
I remember when there was a time I really felt bad about some of the stuff I did.
I would get upset over little things like saying a lie or getting upset
I remember this one time where I ignored someone for so long it brought them to tears, and I felt like the biggest asshole in existence,
But now what's happened to me?
I mean some would call it maturing, but I feel like I've become not someone else, but something else.
I started becoming halfhearted to the feelings of people around me, mostly due to my newfound experiences with humans. I've started losing my temper quicker and easier, often speaking my mind without a care of what comes out of my mouth. I've started turning a blind eye to people emotions when they are poured out to me, and when someone cries something that I've heard before like "please don't be mad at me" I just give them a cold stare and leave.
I've become something other than myself, yet I still contain my personality I had.
I've grown less childish, but more hotheaded in return.
I've started to notice I'm becoming stupider and smarter in different areas that arise.
Hell I even hurt the people that I'm closest with, I've started living an otaku life style.
What have I become? No..
What am I becoming?..
I would get upset over little things like saying a lie or getting upset
I remember this one time where I ignored someone for so long it brought them to tears, and I felt like the biggest asshole in existence,
But now what's happened to me?
I mean some would call it maturing, but I feel like I've become not someone else, but something else.
I started becoming halfhearted to the feelings of people around me, mostly due to my newfound experiences with humans. I've started losing my temper quicker and easier, often speaking my mind without a care of what comes out of my mouth. I've started turning a blind eye to people emotions when they are poured out to me, and when someone cries something that I've heard before like "please don't be mad at me" I just give them a cold stare and leave.
I've become something other than myself, yet I still contain my personality I had.
I've grown less childish, but more hotheaded in return.
I've started to notice I'm becoming stupider and smarter in different areas that arise.
Hell I even hurt the people that I'm closest with, I've started living an otaku life style.
What have I become? No..
What am I becoming?..
FA+

The problem is my lack of empathy and understanding that's developing