Just gotta keep job searching, but I don't deny that it actually broke my heart more than I thought it would. I thought I had a good shot, which made it all the more difficult to find out I didn't get it. I'm trying not to be too torn apart and have to just try and keep searching for work out west.

Also doesn't help my mood that on the same day I am assessing the damage to my car and apartment due to the snow storm. Life has hit me with full force since I got back from my California trip.