Told my hubby this


I don't know, I definitely didn't want to be there last night or this morning, I honestly don't think I can keep doing this, I've been trying to respect your wishes even tho I feel like I'm dying inside. I'm so depressed I don't even cry anymore I just hurt and seeing how I'm affecting you I feel even worse then normal. I don't like this at all. I would like to go to mom's even if not for more then a day or two. It's not fair to you or me being there all depressed all the time and not wanting any affection or sexual contact. We can talk more if you want later but not sure what to say other then I'm not happy anymore.