As the title says a lot has changed,I will finish the okapi randomness pics because I worked hard on them but no longer feel anything for that person,I was a fool to ever fall for them and threw away a lot for them even basically let my marriage fall apart to be with them. But despite feeling the fool and probable just short of hating them I have found someone special that quickly/instantly healed any wound 'that man' caused me. this new character will be named Mr Sexy and I will post pics when I finish the character. Mr Sexy makes me feel adored,pretty,wanted, and appreciated. My heart races just thinking of him and my eyes shine where there was once pain and insecurity because of horrible words and basically just shy of being called ugly by someone I once adored. But any hoo I'm a tough wolf and don't feel any sorrow from this because it was not my loss it was his,I'd wish him well bad I wouldn't wish that pain he will cause on any girl.