See the problem about being a pessimist with a way to overly active imagination is that I can't do fucking anything easily. Every time I do anything I instantly think of how it could fuck up on me.
I just went n placed my lap top to rest on the top of a box, paused then had to go back a min later just to turn it the other way because I rationalized that if someone came into my room and sat on top of the box without knowing it that the way I put it there it could possible be snapped in half or cracked where if I turned it there was a greater chance it would simply be pushed into the box with the weight of the person snapping the tape... so I turned it. But this is how I operate. I know I do it but I can't control it.
Kicker is that no one ever comes into my room and sits on anything... but my stupid mind which I can never quiet tells me that it's still a possibility so must be taken into account.
I guess I plan worse case scenario for most things because to many times in my life that has been the case. Perhaps. Psychology isn't exactly my strong point though.
There an un-asked for view into my mind heh sorry. Later fluffs