I'm not... I just don't know. ( Rant / Vent )
11 years ago
I'm not in a very good place, I haven't been since before I even made an account here, but it seems like the people I know forget that.
It's very exhausting putting on this ridiculous mask, pretending to be absolutely fine just to avoid drama and backlash.
It's also exhausting trying to help people who out right ignore the obvious solution and continue to roll around in simple problems that can easily be fixed, and I literally mean EASILY.
On top of that, I keep getting told not to do anything stupid involving other people, that I need to find someone here or close, by multiple people. I hate that. I never even asked for this.
A. I am not interested in a relationship, I won't be for a long time.
B. Even if I were, I can be with who I please.
C. My friends are my friends, whether you like them or not, if they haven't hurt you or me then there isn't a problem.
Not to mention the overwhelming fear I have being on Skype and FA as it is....
One last thing, I WILL NOT ALWAYS RESPOND TO SKYPE OR TEXT MESSAGES.
Get angry at me all you want for it but I have a life outside of the internet, and I may not always feel like talking But that doesn't warrant you to be rude to me or my friends. Please.
I wish everyone could understand but I know not everyone will.
Anyway, sorry about this little rant.
I'm just... Annoyed and.. sick. Bleh.
It's very exhausting putting on this ridiculous mask, pretending to be absolutely fine just to avoid drama and backlash.
It's also exhausting trying to help people who out right ignore the obvious solution and continue to roll around in simple problems that can easily be fixed, and I literally mean EASILY.
On top of that, I keep getting told not to do anything stupid involving other people, that I need to find someone here or close, by multiple people. I hate that. I never even asked for this.
A. I am not interested in a relationship, I won't be for a long time.
B. Even if I were, I can be with who I please.
C. My friends are my friends, whether you like them or not, if they haven't hurt you or me then there isn't a problem.
Not to mention the overwhelming fear I have being on Skype and FA as it is....
One last thing, I WILL NOT ALWAYS RESPOND TO SKYPE OR TEXT MESSAGES.
Get angry at me all you want for it but I have a life outside of the internet, and I may not always feel like talking But that doesn't warrant you to be rude to me or my friends. Please.
I wish everyone could understand but I know not everyone will.
Anyway, sorry about this little rant.
I'm just... Annoyed and.. sick. Bleh.
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