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Coming to terms with reality...
11 years ago
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It's been really interesting lately, learning that my mate that I've been friends for a very long time is now a Furry (yay \(^-^)/ ), enrolling for university, and going to my first meet...
But one thing that's been quite hard for me to come to full terms with and admit,
Is that I'm Bisexual.
Now for a sort of average family, this might just be ok or they may have some little quarrels, and of course it's not admitting to being fully blown gay,
Though I live within a family where just being a furry gets brought up as somewhat being destracting to my Faith (christian and will furever be),
But to tell them that, I may have strong feelings for other guys, well, scares me.
My mother has told me in the past that she and my father would be supportive of me no matter what,
But to go forward and tell them this, I just don't know how this would impact my future relationships with them,
I keep telling myself sometimes that it's probably some passing phase,
though I know this is just lying to myself (i've been having these feelings for the last 4-5 years now),
I told my best friend this, and he was very supportive of me,
Being able to tell someone the truth, just being able to let your conscience be free, not being held back anymore to tell people how you feel
Is amazing,
Surreal like a crushing weight has been lifted off of you,
That someone has fetched you out of a surging river where the current had swept you below,
I don't feel like I'm drowning anymore, that I have been saved from dying in my own self pity.
"The truth will set you free",
Lies and Lies and more Lies can hold you back,
Fallen into the brush off of the beaten track.
We all need to just face our adversities ahead,
We must speak out what needs to be said,
And now's the time, no longer, no less,
To just speak out, the time to confess,
To the world, to everyone
Hear me out,
To yell,
To shout,
To tell them what I'm about.
"Cause the Truth and only the Truth,
Will be able to set you free".
I just hope I will be able to say,
what needs to be said.
Be it unto the Lord,
That I will uphold my faith forever,
Till the day I die,
And to love others, as that I would love myself.
Amen
But one thing that's been quite hard for me to come to full terms with and admit,
Is that I'm Bisexual.
Now for a sort of average family, this might just be ok or they may have some little quarrels, and of course it's not admitting to being fully blown gay,
Though I live within a family where just being a furry gets brought up as somewhat being destracting to my Faith (christian and will furever be),
But to tell them that, I may have strong feelings for other guys, well, scares me.
My mother has told me in the past that she and my father would be supportive of me no matter what,
But to go forward and tell them this, I just don't know how this would impact my future relationships with them,
I keep telling myself sometimes that it's probably some passing phase,
though I know this is just lying to myself (i've been having these feelings for the last 4-5 years now),
I told my best friend this, and he was very supportive of me,
Being able to tell someone the truth, just being able to let your conscience be free, not being held back anymore to tell people how you feel
Is amazing,
Surreal like a crushing weight has been lifted off of you,
That someone has fetched you out of a surging river where the current had swept you below,
I don't feel like I'm drowning anymore, that I have been saved from dying in my own self pity.
"The truth will set you free",
Lies and Lies and more Lies can hold you back,
Fallen into the brush off of the beaten track.
We all need to just face our adversities ahead,
We must speak out what needs to be said,
And now's the time, no longer, no less,
To just speak out, the time to confess,
To the world, to everyone
Hear me out,
To yell,
To shout,
To tell them what I'm about.
"Cause the Truth and only the Truth,
Will be able to set you free".
I just hope I will be able to say,
what needs to be said.
Be it unto the Lord,
That I will uphold my faith forever,
Till the day I die,
And to love others, as that I would love myself.
Amen
