Gravity and Reality
11 years ago
Gravity
NOUN
The force that attracts a body toward the center of the earth, or toward any other physical body having mass. For most purposes Newton's laws of gravity apply, with minor modifications to take the general theory of relativity into account.
Reality
NOUN
The quality or state of being real.
I had to make a choice last night. It was a choice for someone I care about. The descision I had to make was to let someone go. For them to fulfill their interests and path without the risk of loosing each other permanetly. To be fair I will not mention whom it is for this is of no fault of their own. Everyone's paths are different. Though, I still can not shake how I feel. I've been trying so hard to find someone to share my life with. Everytime it seems I'm met with having to let go what I want and everyone around me seems happy. There are times I'm really happy and feel part of something. As of late though, I feel lonely, depressed, and lost. Once again I'm held back down and reminded of a reality that I can't stand. Being alone, not having someone whom I can share my life with, and love. What is wrong with me? Am I worthless? Am I trying to hard? Am I just uninteresting? I do not even know what to type anymore. I do not even know what feeling I am feeling right now. All I can say is, I do not like it.
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NOUN
The force that attracts a body toward the center of the earth, or toward any other physical body having mass. For most purposes Newton's laws of gravity apply, with minor modifications to take the general theory of relativity into account.
Reality
NOUN
The quality or state of being real.
I had to make a choice last night. It was a choice for someone I care about. The descision I had to make was to let someone go. For them to fulfill their interests and path without the risk of loosing each other permanetly. To be fair I will not mention whom it is for this is of no fault of their own. Everyone's paths are different. Though, I still can not shake how I feel. I've been trying so hard to find someone to share my life with. Everytime it seems I'm met with having to let go what I want and everyone around me seems happy. There are times I'm really happy and feel part of something. As of late though, I feel lonely, depressed, and lost. Once again I'm held back down and reminded of a reality that I can't stand. Being alone, not having someone whom I can share my life with, and love. What is wrong with me? Am I worthless? Am I trying to hard? Am I just uninteresting? I do not even know what to type anymore. I do not even know what feeling I am feeling right now. All I can say is, I do not like it.
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Recently I was given some advice that I just need to be happy with myself, and not worry about "finding someone". I'm happier, and all of a sudden, people are attracted to me (especially the ladies)