I'm back but with a terrible story to tell
10 years ago
.:~*~:.*.:~*~:.*.:~*~:.*.:~*~:. .:~*~:.*.:~*~:.*.:~*~:.*.:~*~:.Hi there everybody! Yeah I'm back, sorry for my long absence, its been...well a tough year At first it was just family troubles, I live in a rather abusive home so naturally there are a lot of issues that arise out of nowhere and everyone in the house has to pay for it. So as a consequence for speaking out and saying I no longer wished to be a punching bag, everything was shut down and cut off(so no phone, no wifi, no anything) So that kinda messed with my plans but naturally i had no way to contact anybody so for those of you who wanted to reach me you have my sincerest apologies. I got depressed and kinda stop even doing anything(lost a few lbs not eating and such) but things got a little better so i hoped to be up and running again but then something worse My best friend in the entire universe was hit by a car and died not too long ago. since then i haven't really had a will to live. She was my everything, the old one who listened to me and actually cared for me. And now shes gone. I turned 20 yesterday and it was horrible because it reminded me that she will remain 19 forever and never get to grow. My depressions been bad because of that but I'm trying to continue on with it. I very sorry to everyone i let down. Honestly out of all the bad things that could happen, this is the worse. I wish i could go back and save her, or at least tell her how much she means to me. Again I am very sorry and i hope you cuties won't hate me for this~Signed a very sad and sorry ugly puppy.:~*~:.*.:~*~:.*.:~*~:.*.:~*~:.
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i wish you the best. get well soon.
Hang in there.