Everything is fine but the whole world still feels like it's falling apart around you... yeah, I'm going through that. It sucks. I'm having a hell of a time finding motivation for anything outside of work, and last night I hit another low spot... I'm sure that if I can't find someone of the female persuasion to spend a few hours with every day to relax with not even God will be able to keep me from putting a pistol in my mouth.
I know I've been touched by true evil in my past, and I do everthing I can to make better of myself and what I've done, and what has been done through me, but the scars are starting to show and I need more than just faith to carry me through. I need someone who doesn't care what my past looks like... and is willing to help a fallen angel make the best of the hand they've been dealt. I don't ask for forgiveness, just a little mercy...