Not sure whats up but just feeling like crud as of late. Not sick or anything, but I just hurt. While I did fall down on ice earlier this winter and bruised my shoulder, I don't think that has to do with the issue though that shoulder and arm are the ones being affected currently. Though the pain comes and goes, is not sharp or stabby and is not in the exact spot where I did land on it. Forearm is awful sore too and honestly lately some days it hurts to even pick up the coffee pot or put dishes away. Feels like I can barely do it too at times, I have little strength in it.

I am going to get this checked out, and have been good with going and getting stuff looked at with the doc. I have Metabolic syndrome supposedly which is like a high cholesterol, high sugars, high fat thing going on that I'm managing though these bouts of pain come and go and aren't in the same spots everytime. Several years ago, I had it in my legs. Honestly feels like someone took a baseball bat to my upper thighs and I was at times that year walking like a penguin do to stiffness and pain. Had plantar fasciitis one winter for several months then it disappeared and haven't had that since. Yes, the "I'm out of shape" and need to do more exercise comes up but it is a double edged sword when it hurts like that. While my family has a lot of arthritis running in it's history, the pain is not really in my joints but more muscle/bone feeling.

It just sucks. I already have mood issues which I manage but this has not helped and has made it difficult for my BF who has had to put up with my. Want to apologize to him here and only say I will try to get this worked out but so far, I have gotten no answers. I have stated this before and its hard to ever get answers when things come and go and shift around. Shit, maybe it's all just in my head or something.