Ok this is a rant..a real reant not some pansy...(oh this and that happen..please hug me) bullshit rant...

Oh fucking k...this is whats going down....

I dont like this place (henderson) Im fucking tired of it and the shit that goes on here people do not come here at all they will infect you with anger and hatred for others. I mean Ive had so much anger and envy and hatred for people build since highschool...4 mother fucking years of pure hate...

It sat idly waiting for a time to come out and I now just figured it out.

Ok people talk so much smack and bullshit here and get ready to fight each other over stupid shit I mean come the fuck on grow sme damn balls and just leave that shit alone.

Im fucking tired of people looking down on me because im gay....its so fucking wrong to be gay and shit....plus the fact im black and have a pacemaker and im weak... I mean come on people need to shut the fuck up with that bullshit.

Not to mention all this fucking drama here, in henderson and on fa....its fucking annoying its so fucking easy to just leave shit be now that i figured out what all these feelings were...

I mean it takes little things to make it grow and then big things to make it over flow....Its liek a fucking diease here full of anger and hatred and drama...what the fuck is wrong with thos epeopel and you people!?

So fucking whyat if somone is saying shit about you, let them do it dont fucking stoop to there fucking level just because they talk all this smack about you when your not around.

The people here and fa look like flith in my eyes i just shake my head at those who let this shit get to them so fucking easily...and for those who havent flipped off yet I applaude you for having so much faith into think people will change....

I mean if people just elt shit go then it will be easier..yes its fucking hard to do it but you have to figure out that it doesnt matter if they do it..if you arent close to them like "that" then it shouldnt matter...if you are then you have your way of handling and I have my way of handling it and if you ahve a fucking problem with it then you tell me directly that "Hey Dishan I dont fucking like that you do this this way and that that way...do it like me so we are the same..." WTF!?

When your hearts hurts with every beat from all this stress then you can talk shit and smack I dont fucking give a damn anymore you guys sicken me....no im not leaving im just being straight up with everyone if they cant fucking figure out to just let shit go and grow some damn balls then they arent worth it...they are insuggificant (so i fucked the word up..bite me!?) incest that should be wiped out of existence....you people just argh...

I fucking thought I had fuckign control over all this shit Ive always thought that maybe just maybe It was just random anger surges or something...but now It this place....

And I want somone irl or here to push my fucking buttons I will devote my life to making your life the most worst possible and for real if you dont think I will kill you I fucking will just fucking try me Im tired of it you arent even worth it if you talk smack and crap...

I thought that if i had somone to listen to me but no..they dont...so fuck you henderson...fuck you fa...and fuck you world...all of you are worthless bugs talk shit and what not Ia know you will thats all you guys in this fucked up world can do you cant even be a true person you have to be somone else...not yourself..

Im sorry but you guys need to grow some major balls....the world needs to grow up...