PLEASE READ EVERYTHING BEFORE YOU COMMENT SERIOUSLY!? ITS STUPID TO SKIM AND NOT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK "THIS GUY" IS TALKING ABOUT!?

Oh before i forget, if you dont care at all about this shit then why the hell are you even reading it!? Are you that bored you have to go and torment people who dont even know and most likely dont want to know someone who gets kicks out of putting others down!?

Ok before you even think of...oh lets say...go all "For gods sake grow up and stop spamming the this site with emo journals and stop causing dra-" Okay before you even finish that sentence; Calm your fake ass down and ...think ok....and listen or read or whatever I DO NOT MEAN TO CAUSE ALL THIS SO CALLED DRAMA OKAY!? Oh my mother fucking god...thats just unnecessary stress that i dont MEAN to cause by these journals...

I mean this is my page and last time i checked journal were used for ALL SORTS OF THINGS!? Venting, expressing feelings you cant irl, venting, keep secrets from whoever...not that you can here that is..., venting..oh and more venting...seriously I need to grow up...oh please shut that shit up and clock back for fucks sake your wasting your time getting all hyped over something that has nothing to do with you what so ever their are over more than what...so many billion people in this world? So i mean...who gives a fuck about you....only the one that loves and you knwo they love and they know they love and vice versa but other than that no one cares so shut that shit up please im begging you do you want me to get on my knees and suck your dick while whining and begging you to stop all this nonsense!? I mean seriously ill do that shit if i know for sure you will do it but i cant do it so i wont do it.

But what gets me the most is how people say they dont care YET they make a big deal about it...and here i thought you told ME to grow up...>.>

Ok anyways... yes i am pissed and its over a sterotype....about gay people that was directed to me today. I mean i was so fucking happy today i was actually dancing around the house to my dance,trance,techno music ("oh but I dont care about that") (Tough fucking luck if you decide to read this journal for whatever fucking reason you can fucking think of you must want SOMETHING!?

Furthermore let me tell you something about me...I...me..myself....no one else i know....cares about certain people and certain and at the same time i dont care about certain people and things so....cant it be safe to assume im human?

But yeah ok..get this...so my aunt told me i had a flat tire and so did somone who was outside at the time on their break. So the manager this guy for some reason people still think I like says "Oh you cant change a tire.." (note this was after i was asked if i knew how to). I really didnt think much of it i just insisted that i did but this is where i figure its a gay stereotype. the fact that he says "Well i know you dont want to get your hands dirty..." Im like ("WHAT THE FUCK" >.<; ), this where it starts to go down hill and i put on my moody bitchy face <insert retarded look here>

So after that i just got madder and angrier with him whenever he came near me or anything like that or said anything to me, but no this isnt where i get mad...this is like...right now at the this moment...I think it over trying to sleep and here its 3:54 am and im ranting about the fucks of the world. I mean i know this guy...if i would have said some stupid shit like that to him he would have blown a gasket or whatever, Point is...and this is what all this jumbled up stuff of a journal means. If you..yes you as in "you" yourself want to talk about how somone and no not just a gay person but a labeled person in general how they wont do this or cant do that...think outside your god damn "box" I mean the way he said that me like all gays dont do well in manual labor....man if people knew how many fags do it >.> Thats why i see why alot of people keep all this shit like this all bottled up like i used to, I mean at this point i just want to eat the shit out of anything that has a pulse...my height or above, a male, and whatever preference they choose since people choose the shit liek its a choice or whatever.

I mean all this shit you hear from other people and then people who've grown accustom to it tell you to "not care about it" I sit here going..."are you a dumb fuck of something?"...if it were that simple to just not care about what other say when you know damn well we all grow up in different environments. If it were that simple you wouldnt have even to see all this shit now would you..WOULD YOU!? God just irks my nerves!?

PS. Okay...everyone here is not stupid so i know you know that you know how to NOT LOOK AT IT IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT RIGHT!? So if it clearly says "rant" then dont look if your gonna say bullshit comments about its plaguing the site and shit..and last time i checked...theses are my hands....and my mind..and my body you dont own any of this right here...so dont think you can just say some long drawn out explaination when you could have saved your so useful energy in pawwing off!

PSS. K maybe i am slow on the up take on this and a few weeks back or more maybe a month i would have typed this up in a journal but I know why most of you dont like me because i did the same shit to my boyfriend...I made you feel liek and look like an ass and thats why im not lied, I did that for so fucking long its not even funny to begin with!? but seriously i will say sorry now...but if you think that you can just say some shit and think i wont take offensive actions to it...when you have nothing at all to do with it period..first...i begging you to "Please shut the fuck up!" ...second.. "Stay the hell away from me" I should have blocked a long time ago but my god people are insane they keep bringing the same crap up for no reason whatsoever!? And before you even think of saying "Well you do the sa-" No you shut the fuck up and you listen here...the only reason and i mean THE ONLY REASON i even type theses journals is because its better than me punching holes in walls and kicking kittens and driving down the road 100miles per hour running down anything in my way right...RIGHT!? I mean seriously yes maybe i do have a anger problem and yes maybe if i grew up in a better environment then maybe...just maybe iu would have all this anger pint up inside me but FOR FUCKS SAKE!?

Does any of this have anything to do with you at all...this is for me...myself..if you read this then thats on you has nothing to do with me then if you take offense to this when i never spoke your name in if...and to tell you the fucking truth AND...AND IF I SAY YOUR NAME!? I can see if it was your real name or something but my god peopel this is the internet you make up names no telling how many people in the world could have the exact name as you seriously!? No you cannot just figure out that im talking about someone on this site when i clearly name a site you 've probably never even heard of...my god!?

Just...FUCK...ARGH I SWEAR IM GONNA CHOKE A BITCH!? <insert anger management program here>

Oh oh oh and before i forget...Im fucking sorry if this clearly pertains to youa nd that you realized i was talking about you when i dont even know you...that is all (no ims eriously sorry if it does offend you....)