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I'm not dead:
10 years ago
I know I may be silent at times but I'm not gone, I'm right where I always was/am, I know I may not start conversations often [if at all] but that's not because I don't consider any of you as a friend, I'm not being distant, I'm not abandoning you, I'm not disinterested in you.
If I haven't talked to you in a while please just send me a message, strike up a conversation, do whatever, please.
I have issues because of my past, I struggle with self-worth, self-image, self-hate, depression, ADHD/ADD, ODD, and a broad myriad of miscellaneous other quirks and kinks that make me rather anti-social by nature. It's not that I do not want to talk to any of you, I do, I want to be sociable and likable, I just struggle to find myself 'worthy' of potentially bothering you, I'm always terrified that I'll try to spark up a conversation and just end up being an annoyance. That can probably be chalked up to my mother's rigid enforcement of the "should be seen and not heard" adage. It doesn't help either that my sleep schedule is all kinds of fucked up [wake up around 5-6pm my time, sleep 9-10am my time] and that I have recently gotten hooked on GW2.
If I have ever made you feel like I'm not interested, or that I'm distant, or that I'm 'drifting away' or whatever I sincerely apologize, it's not true, I cherish every single one of you amazing individuals that I am blessed enough to call friends.
Thank you for your time.
If I haven't talked to you in a while please just send me a message, strike up a conversation, do whatever, please.
I have issues because of my past, I struggle with self-worth, self-image, self-hate, depression, ADHD/ADD, ODD, and a broad myriad of miscellaneous other quirks and kinks that make me rather anti-social by nature. It's not that I do not want to talk to any of you, I do, I want to be sociable and likable, I just struggle to find myself 'worthy' of potentially bothering you, I'm always terrified that I'll try to spark up a conversation and just end up being an annoyance. That can probably be chalked up to my mother's rigid enforcement of the "should be seen and not heard" adage. It doesn't help either that my sleep schedule is all kinds of fucked up [wake up around 5-6pm my time, sleep 9-10am my time] and that I have recently gotten hooked on GW2.
If I have ever made you feel like I'm not interested, or that I'm distant, or that I'm 'drifting away' or whatever I sincerely apologize, it's not true, I cherish every single one of you amazing individuals that I am blessed enough to call friends.
Thank you for your time.
