up late
11 years ago
General
Is past my bedtime but I am on bed.
Having trouble shutting down tonight, overthinking all the everything again
I think I really do need to find someone I can just curl up and be puppy with for a few hours, maybe if I am super lucky I would get some pats and hugs as well.
All my overthinking has brought me to the conclusion, I am pretty cutesy, I am kinda awesome and I usually try to be totally amazing.
And it is okay to be like that l, because I am kinda Special
I still need help working on that little side, on connecting with that happy puppy.
Having trouble shutting down tonight, overthinking all the everything again
I think I really do need to find someone I can just curl up and be puppy with for a few hours, maybe if I am super lucky I would get some pats and hugs as well.
All my overthinking has brought me to the conclusion, I am pretty cutesy, I am kinda awesome and I usually try to be totally amazing.
And it is okay to be like that l, because I am kinda Special
I still need help working on that little side, on connecting with that happy puppy.
FA+

I will find a way to be with you and mommy soon.
No.
Hard no.
I wanna get there on my terms pup.
I'm not in a rush and most of this was just late night brain fluff.
The best is excercise. Just enough sit-ups and push-ups to help tire your body and your mind out.
The second is a notebook. The easiest way to get ideas out of your head is to write them down. Trust me, go for writing over typing.
I ... don't like meditation.
I can do it very easily but i find there's nothing there, it's empty and i feel worse and more alone.
*gives you a good scratch behind the ears*