If you don't know, i tend to look at the world through different perspectives and honestly, I don't know if the world is as happy a place as i was told to believe, i began thinking this way in 9th grade when i realized that a lot of people had hard home loves and that most of the world was impoverished, honestly i think the world is a dark place and i think there is no hope for the world. With this in mind, if you do not know, I am a deeply religious person and believe God is watching over all of his children equally and would never abandon it, he even went to great lengths to save us (one of which involved his own son...), and that we are to reunite in Heaven, but I think that in a world so corrupt that that is almost impossible for us, and I wonder, do we want better lives, people always ask me "why does God let bad things happen" honestly I don't believe he does, people are who allow bad things to happen, God doesn't tell ISIS agents to kidnap people, and he doesn't tell Kim Jung-Un to keep Korea in isolation, that's all man kind, it's all our own doing, and what can we do to help it? I was always told to think positive and usually I do but there are times when I ask God, "what can we do?" because I believe that while the only true way to happyness is being with God, I think that we shoukd also try to make the world as nice of a place as we were all told to believe it is, but how can we do that when the world is so corrupt? It may not sound as bad to whoever is reading this but for me this really makes me sad because I was always told 'you coukd change the world someday' as a kid and then it didn't mean much because i thought it was a happy place, but now I wonder if I shoukd even try or if I should just wait till it's time to enter Heaven amd try to get as many people to go with me along the way, shoukd I give up on the world or try to make it a place that can be a pre Heaven?