My brother just messaged me a couple of hours ago telling me that my mom was taken to the hospital. My dad called the ambulance after she fainted. Apparently there was blood on the floor. She was bleeding internally. They stabilized and transfused her, and she's conscious now at least, but the hospital is full, so they might be moving her to the ICU in a diff hospital. We're waiting on news from the docs in the morning.

I'm just really scared and panicking. Several years ago, my grandma passed away on Feb 21. They told everyone that she was stable, that she was gonna be fine. I didn't fly back to see her 'cause everyone told me she was gonna be OK. Then I get woken up by a phonecall from my grandpa saying my grandma passed away. So this whole situation has me freaking out. It's just too scary that it's so similar.

So here I am. I don't know what to do. My brother told me to wait until they hear from the docs in the morning before I buy any plane tickets. I'm exhausted, but I'm too scared to go to sleep. I might miss an update, or worse, get woken up to hear bad news again just like all those years ago.

So I'm trying to work on commissions, but I can barely concentrate. I don't know, I'm just scared.

I hope everything will be alright.

Anyhow, just wanted to try to organize my thoughts a little, and just a heads up that I'm probably not gonna be around for a little bit again.