Like I thought maybe I was just in a bad mood, but it's been almost a week and I just can't get over this. It doesn't help that I keep thinking about my birthday and just.. it's depressing to think about. It probably sounds petty to say, but it just doesn't seem special anymore. I miss that.

Anyway, I haven't had motivation to do ANYTHING - it took me like two days to even shove some pictures together into one image for a friend, and even that was just.. I don't know. Not hard? But just.. I didn't feel productive. Nothing feels productive.

I've mostly been reading about/studying cooking and baking techniques, recipes, etc. lately. I want more practice with them, but I don't want to keep falling even more behind in my art. I'm sorry, guys.

If I owe you something and you've been waiting awhile, please note me about something small (chibi, flat, sketch, etc.) that I could do as an extra "sorry I'm slow as balls" piece for you.