((WARNING: RANT)) Positivity can only take one so far...
10 years ago
Sure, being homeless is a journey. Sleeping in my car with no care in the world. Definitely days filled with adventure. Well, I finally had a bed to sleep in last night. And a wonderful sleep I had!
Sadly, while I slumbered away my vehicle, and home, was broken into. I had many of my belongs stolen. Many of them not even valuable. Most of all, they took my clothes. ALL MY CLOTHES. All my belongings I actually needed. They didn't take the stereo, my speakers, AND HELL THEY LEFT MY CANNABIS!!! Who the hell was I ROBBED BY?!
I just...I just don't know anymore. I can't handle this. I can't do it. I'm sick of this. This struggle. Day by day surviving by scraping away at the bare minimum of life. I have nothing...I own nothing....I pretty much am...nothing. Well that's how I feel. Everything is taken from me. EVERYTHING. I have nothing to show and nothing to summarize my ill fated life.
I'm not the kind to ask for help....but....
Help.
Please...
Someone..........
Sadly, while I slumbered away my vehicle, and home, was broken into. I had many of my belongs stolen. Many of them not even valuable. Most of all, they took my clothes. ALL MY CLOTHES. All my belongings I actually needed. They didn't take the stereo, my speakers, AND HELL THEY LEFT MY CANNABIS!!! Who the hell was I ROBBED BY?!
I just...I just don't know anymore. I can't handle this. I can't do it. I'm sick of this. This struggle. Day by day surviving by scraping away at the bare minimum of life. I have nothing...I own nothing....I pretty much am...nothing. Well that's how I feel. Everything is taken from me. EVERYTHING. I have nothing to show and nothing to summarize my ill fated life.
I'm not the kind to ask for help....but....
Help.
Please...
Someone..........
FA+

Did you contact the police? I would love to help if I could (I'd even be willing to take you in), but I live all the way in Wisconsin, so please, at least take these words of encouragement and know that someone out there hopes things turn around for you:
You are not, nor will you ever be nothing. There are people who do care about you. You may have lost your possessions, but no one can take away your support. I'll be rooting for you, just don't give up...
I have contacted police but they said there was little they could do since I wasn't present at the time of the robbery.
These words I shall take to heart. I'm grateful for amazing and supportive people like you out there. It's random acts of kindness and kind words from people that really lift others up.
I thank you, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.
I'm so sorry this has happened to you, Vaer. If I still lived in the States I would UPS Overnight you some clothes and toiletries.
If I lived in your area, for sure you'd have a constant place to stay. I would fucking adopt you in a heartbeat.
You are not nothing. You are a fantastic, kindhearted, strong-willed human being.
It doesn't feel like it now, but you are an immeasurably better person than the individuals who did this to you.
You might have lost everything, but you've only got up to go from here. Put your chin down, hunch your shoulders and fight through this struggle.
It -will- get better, you just have to keep fighting.
But don't think you're nothing. Your possessions don't define you.
You are an amazing, excellent, rare soul, don't ever lose sight of that or forget that.
Also, as Hedgehog mentioned, get into contact with the police. If there have been more of these break ins, if they catch the people responsible, you might get some of your items back. Long shot, I know, but worth a try.
Also, check any dumpsters in the immediate area, or around the nearest gas stations/convenience stores. If they did this for "fun" chances are good they threw what they didn't want into a dumpster.
I'm sure you've already done so, but look into any and every available resource out there in your area for the homeless. They might be able to help you get some clothing and basic essentials.
Also, do you have a PayPal? And if so, note me your email address. I don't have much, but I have enough to spare for someone in need.
Please keep your head up, Vaer. Don't let these fuckwits break your spirit. You are so much better and stronger than them.
Shine on, baby. ♥
Sorry to hear of your troubles. That sucks, man.
How can I help you? I'm here to help however I can. You just let me know. *hugs*