Hey guys

I haven't been feeling very well lately. I know everyone is tired of journals like this from people, but I just think you guys need to know whats up if you want to contact me.

It just feels like everything is moving too fast and I am stuck several days behind everyone else. Before I know it, I am really behind on something and I have to play catch up, which only sets me more behind on other things. Then I just become too overwhelmed and get nothing done. I have gotten to the point where I am too drained to even want to do anything, and the anxiety is eating away at me emotionally.

I have attempted to do commissions to help keep my spirits up and to help pay for cons that keep me happy, but what seems like a few days for me has turned into a few weeks and people are still waiting for their badges. I have been waiting for some materials to come in to finish the badges, and I feel awful, so I promise those will be sent out asap.
I realize that I cannot do commissions like this anymore. At least not for a while. I will still be open for commissions, but only if the buyer is willing to wait some time. I will make some premade things that I can just sell off at any time.

I am really sorry about this guys. I just cant keep up with everything. So if you message me on anything and I don't respond for a while, don't get upset. Sometimes I just can;t even keep up with a conversation.

I am not going to go into anymore detail here. It is not really stuff that I want to talk about, but I still felt you guys should know how my mind is working right now.