So my twenty first birthday was Saturday. It was a nice day. Had some wine and cheese with a few of my friends. But lately I've been finding myself more and more depressed. More frequently, for longer periods of time. I don't know what to do with myself. My circle of friends continues to dwindle as I continue to move from state to state. I'm feeling so alone and secluded. This feels like an actual journal entry than letting people know how its going. This is more personal than I've been before. Sorry if I'm bringing anyone down. I guess I'm just looking for some encouragement. I've not been my self these past few weeks. Life isn't being very merciful.

I'm not sure how to deal with my feelings. I'm trying hard to push them aside and persevere. I'm just losing my drive. I could really use some help trying to get out of this rut.

Thanks.