Ugh it's been a rough few months ; ; bear with me guys.

Multiple losses in the family, lost my irl job, got a new one, and the new one is kind of shit. Lost a couple sketchbooks to flood rains. I have to start over on a couple pieces that I had almost finished. By the way, I'm incredibly sorry to those that have been waiting for me to post their requests, I was able to salvage two of the four requests I had left, and I'll be finishing them as soon as I possibly can.

I know I said I was going to stop doing emotional vent journals, but I just need some mental and emotional support right now. Every day is a struggle to get out of bed and go to work, I'm so depressed nowadays that little to nothing makes me happy anymore. I'm sorry that I'm not at my peak, I can't afford medication to get myself back in a right frame of mind. I may not ever be able to afford said medication. I'm going to end up losing my real life job, and my home, and my cats, and ultimately the person that's been keeping me afloat. I'm so desperate for help... even just someone to talk to...

Sorry again for the annoying vent, I know it's not what everyone comes here for. I'm not even expecting responses. I just need someone to know how I'm feeling, without putting up a front.

Thank you for your patience.