Im going to be gone for a while, not sure this will be noticed but it doesnt matter much. This wasnt anyone person, and this isnt for any one person.

At some point i realized a hole in me, slowly it has grown and eaten at the light.

Things i would love and never think could taint now bring me bitterness, anger, jelousy and sorrow.

I would look at other littles, families and think how cute, now it just hurts more and more as i feel myself being dragged down.

I miss my friends, I miss my family, i miss being part of something because it has been a very long time since i truly was.

But in my current state i am toxic, i am deadly and it needs to stop.