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I'm just going to die
10 years ago
Nevermind then. It seems no matter how hard I fucking try to belong to a group or become a friend im neglected or overlooked or just plain ignored. All my life I've spent watching others form cliques around me and not a single invite. I've always been the outsider and it seems I always will. I'm tired of being depressed and being taken for granted. If none of you want much of anything to do with me or my ideas or our OCs interacting then fine. How about I just erase myself from fucking existence to! I hate my life, I hate the fact when I try to get things going most of you feel you're too damn good for me. You have enough friends so why bother with the emo bitch begging to belong! I'm tired of living and this is why. The world has no place for me so why bother anymore. Seriously I feel done and ready to call my life to an end.
DoctorDNA
~doctordna
I know it hurts feeling like you're ignored. I feel like that sometimes too. But killing yourself wont solve anything. I'm willing to listen to any idea you have regarding your OC's. I just dont feel its my place to tell you what to do with them. If you need someone to talk to just note me.
Deedonis
~deedonis
You're a talented artist, you take good care of your mother, and you want to connect to people more than you've been able to. That's enough to say you've got a place in the world, and you've got way too much to experience and enjoy to quit now. I know what loneliness feels like. I know what depression feels like. I know what it feels like to be the freak outside the crowd, but you know what? That crowd isn't one you want to be in. They kind of suck. What you want and what you need is being able to connect to people who can share your interests, and they exist. The world is just too damn big for them not to.
CRYSALIA
~crysalia
hey there! I dont know you and maybe you dont know me, but you see, depression is a terrible illness that is making you feel like this, you need help andif you ever want to be friends, we are here to chat with you x3
Trwelik
~trwelik
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! : c Bliss no!!!!! I don't take you for granted!!! If you just disappeared I don't know what I'd do :ccc if this is because I can't install skype on my computer I'm sorry!! I could try to save up and maybe buy a new computer but please please don't call your life to and end!!!! We all love you very very much and I'd love nothing more than for our ocs in interact!!!
Vanessa and Friends
~agentxy14
Bliss, I can relate 100% to what you're feeling, hun. Seriously, no matter how hard we try, there's gonna be people who take us for granted, who will accept our gifts and use them as doorstops. We just need to find the right people, the ones who care, who call you just to say 'hi', who worry for your well-being. You're talking to one right now.
RabidBadger
~rabidbadger
..I'm more than a little worried that she hasn't posted to this. Has anyone heard back from her since it went up? She hasn't been on skype or replied to the last note I sent.
DwarfPriest
~dwarfpriest
We talked a bit last night, I think after the timestamp of this journal. Didn't see her today, but she said she was feeling a bit better.
RabidBadger
~rabidbadger
God I hope so. This is worrying and then some.
DwarfPriest
~dwarfpriest
I really hope you are feeling better. I'm sure people here like you, even if there's not many people talking. Feel better!
