I have been able to stay smoke free and got my reward on the 13th. As the doc promised i got my hormones but his supervisor made some changes. He wanted to put me on 100mg spiro and 2mg of estrodiol, she said that was to high to start and lowered them down to 25mg and 1mg . I was not too happy at first but after talking to her and asking questions i understand why. This means i have to be more patient something I am not good at. It wont matter in the longrun as this is the start of a new journey now. Will try to post updates on this every so often if you out there read this then great but need to put it down somewhere. Big hugs to my friends and take care till next time.