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Hey, still alive, and stuff. Also Califur 2015
11 years ago
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Yo, I'm pretty sure almost nobody will even encounter or read this journal, since I've been so inactive for the past.. year :p.
However, I've decided to write this journal entry just to say that I am still active in this fandom and I still plan to participate in Califur 2015. So if you want to meet up with me I will be attending.
So, what's my excuse for being so absent? Simply, I've had a lot of work to do, and well.. the furry fandom isn't the only thing I'm into :p.
I've been working on honing my programming skills because I am really taking game development and 3d graphics engines seriously. I'm really trying to go pro and I really want to get a job in the field. So far I've been studying and practicing for 3 years in a half, plus college, and I have come pretty far. On top of that, I have been studying for college, and making a whole bunch of 3d models and practicing digital audio. Fun stuff. No really, it is.
And I have also been spending more time in the video game/anime fandom as well. I've been mainly addicted to Deus Ex, and have been playing that game series a lot in my spare time.
Also, I have had to put up with bullshits and stress and whatnot, and I have somewhat matured a bit as a result. I've just become a bit more serious and assertive about how to manage my life and prepare for my future. I'm still fun at parties though :p, so don't worry. The truth is, I'm sick and tired of taking the easy way out, and just let shit happen for me most of the time.
I've been working my ass off on this game engine because I want to make an awesome game/s. It's been my dream to do this, and you know what? I know people say it's hard/expensive/mind numbing, and guess what, I can attest to that. I'm confident enough to say that I can do it. Yes, I have watched Indie Gamer The Movie, yes I've heard about all the horrors of failed game attempts. But you know what, It's what I love to do, and I intend to put my skills to good use, I mean sure it wouldn't be the end of the world if it didn't happen, I mean I already have accomplished quite a few of my aspirations already, and I'm a pretty happy guy who lives in the present. However, making a game would be an incredible accomplishment, and would be a great achievement for me.
Yes, I had to make some sacrifices. I haven't been going to PS, I've rarely hung out with friends, but you know what? My whole teen-hood was nothing but, lazy. I'm making up for that.
So anyways, that's my journal. Just wanted to put it out there. Hope to see you at Califur.
However, I've decided to write this journal entry just to say that I am still active in this fandom and I still plan to participate in Califur 2015. So if you want to meet up with me I will be attending.
So, what's my excuse for being so absent? Simply, I've had a lot of work to do, and well.. the furry fandom isn't the only thing I'm into :p.
I've been working on honing my programming skills because I am really taking game development and 3d graphics engines seriously. I'm really trying to go pro and I really want to get a job in the field. So far I've been studying and practicing for 3 years in a half, plus college, and I have come pretty far. On top of that, I have been studying for college, and making a whole bunch of 3d models and practicing digital audio. Fun stuff. No really, it is.
And I have also been spending more time in the video game/anime fandom as well. I've been mainly addicted to Deus Ex, and have been playing that game series a lot in my spare time.
Also, I have had to put up with bullshits and stress and whatnot, and I have somewhat matured a bit as a result. I've just become a bit more serious and assertive about how to manage my life and prepare for my future. I'm still fun at parties though :p, so don't worry. The truth is, I'm sick and tired of taking the easy way out, and just let shit happen for me most of the time.
I've been working my ass off on this game engine because I want to make an awesome game/s. It's been my dream to do this, and you know what? I know people say it's hard/expensive/mind numbing, and guess what, I can attest to that. I'm confident enough to say that I can do it. Yes, I have watched Indie Gamer The Movie, yes I've heard about all the horrors of failed game attempts. But you know what, It's what I love to do, and I intend to put my skills to good use, I mean sure it wouldn't be the end of the world if it didn't happen, I mean I already have accomplished quite a few of my aspirations already, and I'm a pretty happy guy who lives in the present. However, making a game would be an incredible accomplishment, and would be a great achievement for me.
Yes, I had to make some sacrifices. I haven't been going to PS, I've rarely hung out with friends, but you know what? My whole teen-hood was nothing but, lazy. I'm making up for that.
So anyways, that's my journal. Just wanted to put it out there. Hope to see you at Califur.
