At first it seems like a big and bad joke and you're waiting for someone to come and give the punch. Soon enough you realise its no joke. You realise that its the bitter truth. Your world is shattering like a glass dropped on the floor. Every single pieces represent a mood and a thought. You try to convince yourself you're fine when you lie to yourself. The fear of anyone treating you differently.
the fact that you have treatements and medecines to help you is the scary part.
Eventually you have two choices; stay in denial or face it. If you stay in denial the more the time passes. the more you will lock yourself inside without any human contact even locking yourself from your significant someone and friends.
If you face it . then you can have a normal life again. sure you get some few restriction during the treatement but afterward you have pauses and even moment to enjoy this precious moment called 'Life'. Now you're ready. you can smile again. you can even see the sunlight on your own and share a laugh and a moment with dear friends again. That's the choice i made concerning my journey in this world.

-Poison Vixen- with love xxx