I do!

I dunno what you get for winning.

I just feel really bad... I didn't go to drawing class today because I just couldn't... I dunno, bring up the willpower
I feel detached from the world, just a shadow watching as the world spins around me, nobody notices, nobody cares. I feel like I want to just be deleted from the world, so nobody would remember my existence, I doubt I made a difference in anybody's life. I also doubt that anybody will remember me for very long after I die.

I just want to curl up into a ball and sleep... sleep until the world decides to come back for me. Or maybe just sleep until it doesn't matter anymore. But whenever I sleep, I think of how lonely I feel... and it just doesn't help.

I've been able to sleep, but my appetite has gone down the drain, yesterday I only ate once, and the day before I ate a handful of crackers.

I hate it when I feel like this

In other news, I cut my hair again, it's pretty short. I've gotten a few complements on it, from girls of course. I wish dudes would complement me.

I ordered the Kung Fu Panda art book, waiting for it to come in. I ordered it from the states so... it's probably gonna take a while.

I found that ustream site, it looks interesting, might do some drawing on there, requests and all that shit, if anybody watches. Whatever.

Sorry for making you read the same old shit again.