..: {..* leans on you**...*hugs*.. i only wish to actually hug you and his love.. i wsh he were strong enough..
i hope noone else loses their life ..

and .. i'm glad you will be and are strong.

Strength
He was strong, that's what scares me right now.
But it was just too much.
And what's worse is, the thing he told my friend,
"Move on and be happy"
Was what he wanted said to him again
He left it in his note.
*Hugs back*
I looked up to him, even though he was 4 years younger then me.
He was a perfect gentleman, wise beyond his years.
Hell, he gave me advice.
*Sighs*

oh.. : { he reminds me of friends i've had close to me or i do still have they're the ones you never expect to lose. am i right?
the one youl'l never forget.
sometimes they told you the simplist things that you just wanted to hear again and then sometimes they toell you things you don't want to hear but it the end it'll help. unless ofcourse you always wanted to hear what he had to say. then thats even better.
i'm glad you had a friend in someone like him. and i'm sorry everyone had to lose him.. i feel like i've lost him and i don't even know him... my tears would never be a thing to bring him back so i don't think i should be crying right now.
remember though you may need his advice again someday.. so look to your heart ..
you'll hear him shining through..

Oh... he's shining through. He was one that helped me when I needed the most. So, I know. Thank you oh so very much.

Oh, no.

I don't know what to say, Carmello. I'm so sorry. I shall pray for you all.

*Nods* I'll tell you this, the only thing I could think of since I found out was wanting to hold you close and not letting go.

I wish I could be there for you, but since I can't, know you are on my mind.

*snuggles*

*Holds tightly* And you're always on mine. *Kisses softly* I really do love you.

i dont jnow how to react in situations like this, death has never been that big a deal for me. All i can say is i can understand the feelingsyou must feel even though i dont take it like you do i had a friend do the same about a year ago. Some guys cant handle life i guess so i dont know maybe it was better for him

Oddly, that's part of what I think. He was a good friend, and I've been raised to celebrate the person's life instead of mourn their death..

i just never really get effected by death

People all react differently.

yea

sharen told me
and someone needs to be with the other friend right now
i would think he would need it
or maybe not i don't know him that well but
i hope he is okay
i am so sorry to hear about this friend and
just stick together right now and watch out for each other

He's with friends right now. He was with friends when he heard the news. He's doing a lot better then I thought he would.

thats good to hear
tell him to hang in there for me kay?

I will. I'm sure he'll be happy to hear it.