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10 years ago
I really hate my life atm. I know I should be happy because I keep winning awards, and I have that festival, and so much is going right, but I'm not. On the flip side of my good fortune, I lost a friend. I hate her so much at the moment because I can't believe how she's changed, but I also can't believe it'd end this way. It feels like I'm never going to have a successful and healthy relationship of any kind with anyone. I'm just waiting for everyone to leave me.
I know I'm not doing anything wrong and people grow and change...but I still feel like I'm to blame. I ask too much of people it seems.
I know I'm not doing anything wrong and people grow and change...but I still feel like I'm to blame. I ask too much of people it seems.
I've gone through the same thing, a friend I'd known since elementary school had changed so much and taken our friendship for granted, so I ended it and in the end felt a lot better. Sometimes people change a ton and you can't really do anything about it, and its not healthy to stay in bad relationships.
Talking to someone helps, you'll figure out from an outsiders perspective if you're in the right and the closure helps with the self-blame stuff.
Sorry if this is intrusive, I hope you feel better!
It's the literal worse, but I see what you're saying. It's good that you're not being dragged anymore
I guess I'll give it time. ;u;
Thank you!